babe, suddenly.. a lot of things come across my mind.
when we have not start to get together... (oh my god.. dear.. i really miss u much)
*at this point, i stopped, and i called you. suddenly i feel that i'm so lucky, and i really glad that i can just call you and listen to ur voice when i miss you. wonder how could i live without you. *
Things that came across my mind, and it'll always stay in my mind, precious memory that will never fade... thank you, my dear.
September -November 2005
there was one night, we went to Lee Su Ming's house for graduation dinner i guess.. (basically it was a classmates gathering.) I went to fetch Peei, and she drove my car. cuz she said that her mom dun allow her to drive at night, and I dun wanna wear spec at night. So, I went to fetch her, she drove my car. There was a guy who says that it was our fault to cause him cut his car. As usual, I fight for my right. If i'm not wrong, I'll not admit, and I want the other party to admit it, not just compromising with me, but I want him to admit his fault. was I too ego? Not sure.. But this is me. When nobody help me, I will help myself. I talked to the guy. Peei just stood beside me. the guy even threaten to beat me. I was a bit frighten, but just dunno why, mayb girls like me, just doesn't like to show that we lose. I didn't cry, thou I felt scare and wanna cry, but i didn't. Cuz i knew that nobody bother to wipe my tears away. I was scare, I was weak, but I cannot show. no matter how, I had to take it, all by myself. I'm USED TO IT.
ALL THE TIME I WISH THAT I COULD RELY ON SOMEONE, AT THE SAME TIME, I KNEW IT VERY CLEAR THAT, I HAD TO RELY ON MYSELF.-- before i'm urs, i always think it this way. but now, u had ensure me that, no matter big or small thgs, i can come to you.
Dear, I hope u can also understand that, no matter how huge or how tiny ur prob is, you can always come to me as well. I might not be able to help you, but, at least let me share your burden. :)
In fact, Peei was the driver. mayb she was too afraid or what, or mayb she got you. She called you. She has someone to rely on. How i wish that I could have one as well.
after the dinner, we have to go to the police station. Peei dun wanna drive ridi, and you say u'll drive my car. ( i'm not sure it was because i can't drive as i din wear my spec, or u dun let me drive) there was another guy fren, i forgot who was that but i knew he was one of our classmate as well, followed us.
I dun rmb how, but I said i wanna sit beside the driver seat. I was kinda... not happy that time. cuz I was thinking. My car, and so, the problem was mine. and at that time, I dun understand why Peei keep on crying. Cuz for me, you guys were just there to "have fun" --凑热闹. I know the way i thk was weird but, well mayb it stems from the old principle of mine -- "my problem, i'll solve it myself. nobody will help me." that why, i dun feel like u guys were thr to help. mayb. dun really rmb. well well.. why do i mention all these? guess i wish to ask you, u were thr, but who were you for? me? or her? ----- i stil wish to know it now.
p/s: oh well... how stupid am i to ask this. sure u were for her.
December 2005.
Christmas Eve, i have a leave from NS. And, i promised to fetch you from the airport. You were with Peei that time, and you said u wanna give her a surprise, ask me not to tell her. we went to Peei's house at night, and you came to fetch me. In the car, you gave me the purple crystal bracelet. Before you gave it to me, i'm not sure u told me or i notice that u were wearing a black colour crystal bracelet as well. You said the purple crystal bracelet is my X'mas present. you asked me not to tell Peei. I'm not sure why do u give me that purple crystal bracelet, but for me, it meant smthg. cuz usually, bf and gf should have the same thing, but u chose to give me that bracelet, instead of giving it to Peei. U gave her smthg else. I'm not sure why, but i was kinda happy. I don't mean to be mean, but, i'm happy.
At Peei's house, u were trying to hide yourself, u went behind the big lorry. Peei came out, and she was surprised to see you thr. At that very moment, how i wish that thr are smbody that bother doing such thing for me. I envy her. I admit.
Kky was pursuing me during that period. And you knew that i don't like him. but, when you saw Peei, you just leave me behind. You dun even bother how i feel. when i see that both of you are happy, i can't stand it.. that time, i realize that i'd fallen in love with you, once again. however, i know i shouldn't. I ask you to send me home first, but you keep asking Kky to send me home, ask me to give him a chance. You knew it very well that I dun wan him to send me home. Kky wanted so much, to send me home, and you keep forcing me to follow him. Under such circumstances, I feel really bad... I'm very sad. but i din say anythg. From keep on refusing, I compromised with what you asked me to do. mayb you guys can tell from my face, knowing that i am sad, or perhaps, angry... (cuz i always look fierce when i din smile), you say u'll send me home and go back to her house.
I'm not sure what was in ur mind that time. Suddenly, u act like u cared for me so much, but suddenly, u just ignore me. mayb at that time, everyone tot i was stil in the past relationship. no one, not even me realize that i'd let it go, and liked you.
In the car, I din say anythg, I dun rmb whether you did or not, the only thg taht i rmb was.... I cried. the reason that made me cry, stays clear til now.. I was hurt. you hurt my feeling. But, you tot I cried because i miss Jax. I wasn't. I cried, because of what you did. I felt that i'm just one of ur chess. when you need me, you'll look for me. and after i help u to achieve what you want, you'll just push me away. you don't even care about how i feel, as long as you are happy with her.
luckily, all of these has passed. your heart is with me now, and i sincerely pray that, it'll always be with me.
January 2005
I rmb that, when i was in National Service, you cared for me a lot. something happened, and you broke up with peei. i'm not sure what happened outside, all that i get to know was thru you , and peei. sometimes, you'll come and pay me a visit on Sunday. I was very happy. someone cared for me.
- I came out from the jungle. I was very unhappy about that. cuz the captain lied to me and gwen. he promised us that we can stay in the camp, dun need to go into the jungle. thou we dun need to walk so far into the jungle nor do we need to sleep on the dirty mud, and we dun need to cook our own rice nor do we need to go n look for our own food. we were very upset. why???? cuz the nite before, we ate 泻药!!!!! damn! and in the jungle, whole nite, our stomach were very painful.. it was so suffering. as we tot we do not need to go into the jungle, and we sleep in the medic place, we can go to the toilet easily!!!!
all these became not imp, cuz you came to visit me. it wasn't saturday nor sunday. if i'm not mistaken, it was thursday. I'm not sure I asked you to come, or you say u wanna come. and you ask me what do i wanna eat, you buy for me. I was very happy. :) thanks dear. you added colour to my NS life. no... I should say.. you BROUGHT colour to my NS life cuz NS life was SUX!!!!!! no colour at all!!
you, and some of your fren came. :) you brought me food!! I was very happy.
gwen acc me to the canteen hall. :)
February 2005
- I was at Southern with my mom and bro, having our high-tea. suddenly, you called me. and you were outside Southern, with your frens. I rmb it very very clearly. YOU WERE WEARING LONG JEANS!!!!!! cuz all the while, you like to wear 3/4 pants. when i asked you, why are you wearing jeans, are you going anywhere? you said: " you said you like guys wearing long jeans rite? so I try to change my look lor... " oh my life.. thou you din tell me that you like me, I felt very happy.
-I tot u were just kidding when u say u'll come and accompany me to paint the wall of one of the church's room. I stil rmb that, it was 9 smthg in the morning, holiday. that time i was on leave from National Service. U came. and you accompanied for the whole day. I rmb you had many phone calls, i'm not sure who was calling you, but i guess you were kinda bc, I keep asking you to leave if you're bc, but u say nvm. :) God knows how happy I was that day.
In the afternoon, the youths ask for 3 点 3... so, we went out to buy some pao for them. we went to yam cha gai, and you went down to buy pao. and then, you bought me Milo Ice. :)
I'm not sure we were sharing the same drink or you just wanan try the Milo Ice, but I rmb very well that, I was very excited when you use the straw that I used. hAhahaha... and your saliva was thr!!!!! wahahaha...
- Cass was at my house, beautifying my eyebrow.. I received your msg. you say you wanna bring me out. and you asked me "DRESS TO KILL". I dun understand why. I tot we were juz going out for yam cha. and when you arrive my house, you ask me to change. you say you wanna bring us to Shore Room. So, we quickly change.
p/s: luckily i stil dunno how to make up during that time, or you hafta wait for hours. HAhaha..
that night, we shared the same cup of drink.
Chinese New Year 2005
- another day, you brought me to SR again. I felt very cold, and i rmb that it was after 12pm cuz it was some countdown thingy before that. mayb it was 年初一. I told cass that I felt very cold, wanna go out. Who knows, she told you, and you asked me to give you my hands. I refused to do so. and you said, just awhile, so I gave you one of my hand, and you warmed it up. After that, you hold my hands, under the table. I was looking at you. Not sure whether you saw it or not, I smiled. Lookind at you, I smiled. you hold my hands. As if I was your gf. you hold it so naturally, and talk with your frens.
- dunno whether it was the same nite or another nite, I told you to look for Peei, but not me. I asked you to msg her. you say u have no enuf credit. can't msg her. but u can msg. so I asked you why. you said, u'd added me in to your "family and frens"..I dun understand wat was that, mayb i was in NS too long, or wat.. and u explained to me, that senidng msg to FnF is cheaper, and you didn't add Peei. so, the credit was not enuf to msg her. :)
- another day. we (me, you and cass) went to J8. Peei was there, she asked me to go. she was a bit, just a lil' drunk. she lied on me. I tot she stil didn't know that me and you-- 暧昧.
after that, we left to 香香板面. you'd received msgs, but u dun bother it. and then Lai Yen Wen called me, asked me where are you. she was kinda fierce. she said that Peei was drunk and they were at SR. ask you to go n have a look. You refused. I kept on begging you to go, and you went. When we arrived , she was sitting outside. I walked to her, she pushed me away. I was very sad. she was angry with me. stayed there for awhile, and we left.
- you sent cass home, and then you brought me to Sabindo highway. we talked for quite a long time there. I was sad. and I guess you said that you like me or wat... those kind of things, and.. I say I promised Peei that I'll not be with you. and I said I was afraid that ppl will gossip about this. So, I don't want. I was crying that time. It was around 3 or 4am. You kissed me, suddenly.
the second time you kissed me, police came. lol... it was so scary, yet, a special experience for me!!! and you went down to talk to the police. haHAha..
at last, we give some bribe and they let us go. before leaving, the police said to you, "kalau mahu buat, balik rumah / pergi hotel" ... hahaha. this is funny.
- the next day, I followed Fabian to ah Phin's house, Peei was nth. she talked to me. I was afraid of her thou. I tried my best to fulfill all her request. Jenny came to me and said something to me, and she comforted me. I dare not to talk to you, when Peei was beside me.
- CNY afternoon, cass me you, we wanna play b.ball. so, we sent cass home so that she can change her clothes, and we waited outside her house. while waiting for her, you pointed to my hands. I knew tat u want me to give you my hands. but, i gave you the tissue in my hands. :) and you said "I don't want this. I want your hand". :) and you grabbed it, hold it for awhile. I quickly let go, when I saw cass coming. haHahah.. this kind of feeling is very special. It might not happen the second time, cuz it meant to be REMEMBERED. and everytime I think of it, i just couldn't stop smiling. cuz this is so sweet, for me.
could never forget how good u are in b.ball. even me and cass was trying to take the ball from u, u have ur way to keep the ball. I stil rmb how close we were, where in a sudden, I'm not sure how, I came in between your arms. :)
- you sent me home one night. usually, when you ask for good bye kiss, i will not give. but tht nite, I rmb I took the initiative. kiss on the cheek, good nite. :)
13February 2005
I hafta go back to the camp. I was stil with you in the morning. and in the evening, I hafta go back. At nite, you asked me to be your gf. :) and so, my NEW LIFE had started. never will I regret... :)
Love, always.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
29Dec'08
We travelled to Bath at night, juz 15 minutes train from Bristol. We juz had sm tit-bits as our "dinner".. =.=' no food for me... :( my bro ask me to sleep earlier, and we'll have b.fast the next morning. the bathroom of YMCA was very cold, the was cold either. Heater is not functioning!! those who sleep at the lower track was freezing whole night out... (and yea, i was sleeping at the lower track. I put on my gloves, socks, and wore my winter jacket + the blanket) Non of us who sleep at the lower track could sleep well. woke up every hour... lol... sleepless nite.
p/s: i found tat i left my computer charger in Bristol, and i asked janet to bring it back for me.
30Dec'08
early morning, 6am, my bro's fren-chok jia yee wake all of us up. brush teeth, wash face, make up, change clothes, and i'm ready to go for b.fast!!!! I was waiting for the b.fast with great anticipation. expect it to be some hotdogs, fried noodle or watever.. at least, i mean i din expect smthing GOOD.
well.... when we got down, and all we can have for free is cereal + milk + bread + jam.
can u imagine how disappointed it was for me!!! :( I tried to convince myself to sleep early and i'll have a not-so-bad b.fast... and it turns up to be cereal.. :( well.. i stil hafta EAT IT!!!!!!!!!
after b.fast, we went to pack our luggage and ready to check out. one of my bro's fren, a girl (not to mention her name), took so long to put on her contact lens, and make up. for god dxxx ages she din use a contact lens but today she wanna put it on.. hell.. hey girl, do u know tat i'm a person who is lack of patient?!??!?!?!??!!? well not only me.. but all of us were started to get angry... hell.. if u dunno how to put it on, and it's so so so hard for u to put on, can't u juz forget about it? tears were coming out from her eyes thou... =.='
fine.. juz forget about this part... (thr are lotsa things tat i can point out in fact...)
after putting our luggage at the reception, we leave YMCA and start our visitation to famous places in BATH. we went to the Traveller Information Centre, book for the bus to Stonehenge. after that, we wanted to go to the Roman Bath, which we tot we hafta walk for quite a distance. who knows, it was juz opposite the TIC... yeay!!!! Save our time, save our energy, and most importantly, I DON"T LIKE TO WALK TAT MUCH!!! :)
we went in the Roman Bath, we have the 2 for 1 voucher, and with student price (GBP8), we had quite a good price. at least, cheaper than what we expected!! :) praise the lord!
well, in fact, i dun really like to take much pics which i'm not in it... but.. dunno y.. since last dec trip USA, i found tat, i start to take pics even if it's without me inside... and this time as well. cuz i thk it waste the memory of the camera n phone. but now, mayb it's bcuz of u, my dear.. tat makes me wanna take down everythg tat i'd seen, and i wanna share it wif u... really wish tat u're seeing it wif me....
it's quite cold today. and i wore my MNG winter jacket, FCUK scarf, and ROXY ear palm...
however, it's stil freezing cold when we were at Stonehenge... cuz it's near to the sea... and.. i juz couldnt feel my toes... my nose... :(.. dear..if u're here, wil u keep me warm? heHehehe..miss u much.
after Stonehenge, I was very hungry... and i was angry... thanks to the girl again... she can always have her BEST way.. to keep everyone waiting for her.. HELL U! I juz couldn't stand you!!!! going to the toilet, the first one who get it, the last one who get out.. and hell know wat.. she was doing her hair... =.=' using her sunglass ok... this is so ridiculous... she use the sunglass to do her hair which....Hey you, do u know the definition of a SUNGLASS??!?!??!!! there wasn't any SUN in BATH thou, n well.. ppl put the sunglass on the hair, is juz by pushing it up.. and wat she did was.. hell.. i dunno how to describe.. but she juz spent 10 minutes for doin the fxxxing thing!!! and kept all of us, including those who are in the bus waiting.. even the tour guide came to us. and so, can u imagine how much time she took to do her hair?!?!?!?!? if u'll look god damn gorgeous with it, i have nth to say.. but hey.. can u even notice any diff????!?!?!?!?!??!?!?! ish!!!
she's juz challenging my temper!!!
"a hungry man, is an angry man".. well this is suitable for me as well... yea. i know i know.. i'm a lady.. but.. if the reason for keeping me hungry, i can tolerate wif it... but.. if it's waiting for someone who is NOT IMPORTANT FOR ME AT ALL~~~~~i'm not gonna tolerate with it!!!!!
:(
it takes 1 hour to travel back to Bath.... and it takes time to get a place for food... :( at last, we had Fish and Chips...
after tat, get back to YMCA, wait for time past, and get to the train station, go down to London.
we stayed at Hyde Park Inn, 15 beds in 1 room.. 3 level bed..many of my bro's fren was there... i was like a stranger.. i just couldn't get involve easily.. sorry... how i wish i'm a person who can mix around easily.. but i just dunno why i couldn't.
We travelled to Bath at night, juz 15 minutes train from Bristol. We juz had sm tit-bits as our "dinner".. =.=' no food for me... :( my bro ask me to sleep earlier, and we'll have b.fast the next morning. the bathroom of YMCA was very cold, the was cold either. Heater is not functioning!! those who sleep at the lower track was freezing whole night out... (and yea, i was sleeping at the lower track. I put on my gloves, socks, and wore my winter jacket + the blanket) Non of us who sleep at the lower track could sleep well. woke up every hour... lol... sleepless nite.
p/s: i found tat i left my computer charger in Bristol, and i asked janet to bring it back for me.
30Dec'08
early morning, 6am, my bro's fren-chok jia yee wake all of us up. brush teeth, wash face, make up, change clothes, and i'm ready to go for b.fast!!!! I was waiting for the b.fast with great anticipation. expect it to be some hotdogs, fried noodle or watever.. at least, i mean i din expect smthing GOOD.
well.... when we got down, and all we can have for free is cereal + milk + bread + jam.
can u imagine how disappointed it was for me!!! :( I tried to convince myself to sleep early and i'll have a not-so-bad b.fast... and it turns up to be cereal.. :( well.. i stil hafta EAT IT!!!!!!!!!
after b.fast, we went to pack our luggage and ready to check out. one of my bro's fren, a girl (not to mention her name), took so long to put on her contact lens, and make up. for god dxxx ages she din use a contact lens but today she wanna put it on.. hell.. hey girl, do u know tat i'm a person who is lack of patient?!??!?!?!??!!? well not only me.. but all of us were started to get angry... hell.. if u dunno how to put it on, and it's so so so hard for u to put on, can't u juz forget about it? tears were coming out from her eyes thou... =.='
fine.. juz forget about this part... (thr are lotsa things tat i can point out in fact...)
after putting our luggage at the reception, we leave YMCA and start our visitation to famous places in BATH. we went to the Traveller Information Centre, book for the bus to Stonehenge. after that, we wanted to go to the Roman Bath, which we tot we hafta walk for quite a distance. who knows, it was juz opposite the TIC... yeay!!!! Save our time, save our energy, and most importantly, I DON"T LIKE TO WALK TAT MUCH!!! :)
we went in the Roman Bath, we have the 2 for 1 voucher, and with student price (GBP8), we had quite a good price. at least, cheaper than what we expected!! :) praise the lord!
well, in fact, i dun really like to take much pics which i'm not in it... but.. dunno y.. since last dec trip USA, i found tat, i start to take pics even if it's without me inside... and this time as well. cuz i thk it waste the memory of the camera n phone. but now, mayb it's bcuz of u, my dear.. tat makes me wanna take down everythg tat i'd seen, and i wanna share it wif u... really wish tat u're seeing it wif me....
it's quite cold today. and i wore my MNG winter jacket, FCUK scarf, and ROXY ear palm...
however, it's stil freezing cold when we were at Stonehenge... cuz it's near to the sea... and.. i juz couldnt feel my toes... my nose... :(.. dear..if u're here, wil u keep me warm? heHehehe..miss u much.
after Stonehenge, I was very hungry... and i was angry... thanks to the girl again... she can always have her BEST way.. to keep everyone waiting for her.. HELL U! I juz couldn't stand you!!!! going to the toilet, the first one who get it, the last one who get out.. and hell know wat.. she was doing her hair... =.=' using her sunglass ok... this is so ridiculous... she use the sunglass to do her hair which....Hey you, do u know the definition of a SUNGLASS??!?!??!!! there wasn't any SUN in BATH thou, n well.. ppl put the sunglass on the hair, is juz by pushing it up.. and wat she did was.. hell.. i dunno how to describe.. but she juz spent 10 minutes for doin the fxxxing thing!!! and kept all of us, including those who are in the bus waiting.. even the tour guide came to us. and so, can u imagine how much time she took to do her hair?!?!?!?!? if u'll look god damn gorgeous with it, i have nth to say.. but hey.. can u even notice any diff????!?!?!?!?!??!?!?! ish!!!
she's juz challenging my temper!!!
"a hungry man, is an angry man".. well this is suitable for me as well... yea. i know i know.. i'm a lady.. but.. if the reason for keeping me hungry, i can tolerate wif it... but.. if it's waiting for someone who is NOT IMPORTANT FOR ME AT ALL~~~~~i'm not gonna tolerate with it!!!!!
:(
it takes 1 hour to travel back to Bath.... and it takes time to get a place for food... :( at last, we had Fish and Chips...
after tat, get back to YMCA, wait for time past, and get to the train station, go down to London.
we stayed at Hyde Park Inn, 15 beds in 1 room.. 3 level bed..many of my bro's fren was there... i was like a stranger.. i just couldn't get involve easily.. sorry... how i wish i'm a person who can mix around easily.. but i just dunno why i couldn't.
Newcastle-Reading-Cardiff-Reading-Bristol-Bath-London-Newcastle (18Dec'08-2Jan'09)
18 Dec 2008.
i took the 10:40am train to reading, and it took me 5 hours to get thr.. Reading trip wasn't as good as i expected... dun really enjoy it. i bought 1 pink shirt and 1 white jacket.
22Dec 2008
I went to Cardiff today, and.. missed the train that i was suppose to get it, cuz of the fault of the taxi driver.. called him 1hour b4 my train leave.. and tat's why i was late. i took the next train to cardiff, without buying a new ticket.. haHaha.. luckily din get caught. Peei was there waiting for me. The first night, we went to a Japanese restaurant, had a plate of japanese style of fried rice and after taht, Peei brought me to the Bristol eye.. wanted to do the ice skating but was kinda expensive and we decided not to waste money. haHAHa... after we get home, Peei made me the Green Tea tang yuan wif Red Bean paste.
juz found out that Peei is a cousin of kplip.. she never mention it to me... hahaha..
23 Dec 2008
woke up at 11am, and Peei brought me to Cardiff Bay. It was a nice place indeed. went to a building where the Wales Parliament hold their assembly. and we had a cup of Starbucks Coffee before we leave Cardiff Bay. I like the feeling of drinking a cup of fine coffee with a good mate, talking about everything, just anything that we wanted to talk about.
After that, we went to the town, saw many shops having sale... Peei bought me 4 pieces of Millies cookies.. it was very nice. I had spaghetti with meatball as my dinner.
P/S: Babe, how good if you are here, sharing every bit of my happiness. I miss you. :)
24Dec 2008-29 Dec 2008
It's X'mas eve. and today, I'e been in 3 different places. Cardiff, Reading and Bristol!!! As i din bring along my big luggage with me to Cardiff, so i hafta get back to Reading, take my luggage, and then go down to Bristol. in fact, my ticket to bristol will only valid on 27Dec'08, and the station i was suppose to go is PARKWAY. instead of going to PARKWAY, i went to TEMPLE MEAD, which are 2 different stations with 2 totally different route!!!! I was so.... brave to take the risk. cuz the penalty if i get caught is 50quids!!! and when i get out from the Temple Mead station, the guard checked my ticket, and she did notice tat my ticket is for Parkway station, still she let me go. (so kind of u, lady.. :))
waited for a while, and my fren came to pick me up. the house was nice. i like it cuz, it's nice, big, comfortable.. i mean.. u can find the feeling of "HOME".. the bathroom is so WARM!! and this is the best part of ALL... i hate taking shower in cold... i juz love the bathroom!!hahah... and the wardboard was huge! it cost more than 400pounds... can u imagine how nice the wardboard is?? but the other wardboard in the masteroom is even nicer!!! cuz it is with a big big big mirror!!! omg.. i juz like tat house!!! oh oh... another corner of the house tat i like... is the KITCHEN!! the fridge, the stove.. the oven, i like it!!!! the fridge is cool! cuz it's stick on the wall.. i dunno how to describe it, but.. overall, if u juz walk in the kitchen, u can't c where's the fridge, like.. camouflage.. but that the point why i like it.. hahahA.. my future home's fridge should be like tat, but it should be a BIGGER one, with whole bunch of food.. always well-stocked, and NOBODY can STEAL my FOOD!!! provided that i din show them where is my food.. heHehe..
(*omg.. i'm really a good eater.. NICE food can simply make me happy and excited... )
get to know a new fren in bristol, named daniel, housemate of kplip.
(dear, kplip name is khoo pui lip, a fren of mine... in fact, i should say that i knew him since very young, swimming frens... same teacher. he is a cousin of peei. funny person.. and guess wat..he says tat u're handsome! lol... hahAha!!! so happy)
Trip to Bristol din cost me much.. free accommodation, free food, free transport.. wee!!!! thanks, pal..everyone! :) it's a luxury trip btw!! hahaha... meals at COAL, SHANGHAI NIGHT, seafood at Choi San
meet my bro on 29Dec, and walk around wif him and his frens at Cabot Circus... the so-called "largest shopping centre in UK"
18 Dec 2008.
i took the 10:40am train to reading, and it took me 5 hours to get thr.. Reading trip wasn't as good as i expected... dun really enjoy it. i bought 1 pink shirt and 1 white jacket.
22Dec 2008
I went to Cardiff today, and.. missed the train that i was suppose to get it, cuz of the fault of the taxi driver.. called him 1hour b4 my train leave.. and tat's why i was late. i took the next train to cardiff, without buying a new ticket.. haHaha.. luckily din get caught. Peei was there waiting for me. The first night, we went to a Japanese restaurant, had a plate of japanese style of fried rice and after taht, Peei brought me to the Bristol eye.. wanted to do the ice skating but was kinda expensive and we decided not to waste money. haHAHa... after we get home, Peei made me the Green Tea tang yuan wif Red Bean paste.
juz found out that Peei is a cousin of kplip.. she never mention it to me... hahaha..
23 Dec 2008
woke up at 11am, and Peei brought me to Cardiff Bay. It was a nice place indeed. went to a building where the Wales Parliament hold their assembly. and we had a cup of Starbucks Coffee before we leave Cardiff Bay. I like the feeling of drinking a cup of fine coffee with a good mate, talking about everything, just anything that we wanted to talk about.
After that, we went to the town, saw many shops having sale... Peei bought me 4 pieces of Millies cookies.. it was very nice. I had spaghetti with meatball as my dinner.
P/S: Babe, how good if you are here, sharing every bit of my happiness. I miss you. :)
24Dec 2008-29 Dec 2008
It's X'mas eve. and today, I'e been in 3 different places. Cardiff, Reading and Bristol!!! As i din bring along my big luggage with me to Cardiff, so i hafta get back to Reading, take my luggage, and then go down to Bristol. in fact, my ticket to bristol will only valid on 27Dec'08, and the station i was suppose to go is PARKWAY. instead of going to PARKWAY, i went to TEMPLE MEAD, which are 2 different stations with 2 totally different route!!!! I was so.... brave to take the risk. cuz the penalty if i get caught is 50quids!!! and when i get out from the Temple Mead station, the guard checked my ticket, and she did notice tat my ticket is for Parkway station, still she let me go. (so kind of u, lady.. :))
waited for a while, and my fren came to pick me up. the house was nice. i like it cuz, it's nice, big, comfortable.. i mean.. u can find the feeling of "HOME".. the bathroom is so WARM!! and this is the best part of ALL... i hate taking shower in cold... i juz love the bathroom!!hahah... and the wardboard was huge! it cost more than 400pounds... can u imagine how nice the wardboard is?? but the other wardboard in the masteroom is even nicer!!! cuz it is with a big big big mirror!!! omg.. i juz like tat house!!! oh oh... another corner of the house tat i like... is the KITCHEN!! the fridge, the stove.. the oven, i like it!!!! the fridge is cool! cuz it's stick on the wall.. i dunno how to describe it, but.. overall, if u juz walk in the kitchen, u can't c where's the fridge, like.. camouflage.. but that the point why i like it.. hahahA.. my future home's fridge should be like tat, but it should be a BIGGER one, with whole bunch of food.. always well-stocked, and NOBODY can STEAL my FOOD!!! provided that i din show them where is my food.. heHehe..
(*omg.. i'm really a good eater.. NICE food can simply make me happy and excited... )
get to know a new fren in bristol, named daniel, housemate of kplip.
(dear, kplip name is khoo pui lip, a fren of mine... in fact, i should say that i knew him since very young, swimming frens... same teacher. he is a cousin of peei. funny person.. and guess wat..he says tat u're handsome! lol... hahAha!!! so happy)
Trip to Bristol din cost me much.. free accommodation, free food, free transport.. wee!!!! thanks, pal..everyone! :) it's a luxury trip btw!! hahaha... meals at COAL, SHANGHAI NIGHT, seafood at Choi San
meet my bro on 29Dec, and walk around wif him and his frens at Cabot Circus... the so-called "largest shopping centre in UK"
Saturday, December 27, 2008
24。12。2008， 阴天。
现在在火车上，CARDIFF － READING。在CARDIFF 2天2夜， 和我很要好的朋友－培一起。是我在这假期里至今最开心的日子。在READING，不是很开心，我也不想在这儿多提。希望能把它忘了，不开心的就让它过去，珍惜眼前的每一天。待会儿，就要赶着把留在READING的东西收拾收拾，因为我要赶紧离开那儿，到BRISTOL去。希望在BRISTOL 也能有个愉快的假期。
培有送我一张圣诞卡， “Esther, This is the first time we can play together abroad!! I’m really excited ‘bout it as you’re my best friend!! The 1st time, I can enjoy days with my best friend at here. ^-^. That’s the different feeling, though I know that you would be happier if Nyap were here. But, no worries!! I think the happiness will go to you as your brother will celebrate x’mas with you!! May God Bless you, 圣诞快乐! Friendship Forever!! From Peei, 2008. Wish you Merry Christmas!!”
I really miss you, my dear. I really hope that you are by my side now. Yet, I’m independent enough now. As you know, I don’t use to travel or go out alone, ‘cause I’m afraid of being alone, I scare the feeling of loneliness. But now, I’m used to it. I can go to many places, alone, by myself, without any companion. I’m not sure whether I should be proud of it, but the one thing that I’m sure about is, though u’re not here right now, u’re always in my heart. I’m really glad that I have you, and I love you very much. Never will I wanna be so far from you, anymore. and if you could, promise me that u wont be so far from me anymore.
i love u dearly, Actz.
p/s: 只要心是近的，无论多远的距离， 都是短的
现在在火车上，CARDIFF － READING。在CARDIFF 2天2夜， 和我很要好的朋友－培一起。是我在这假期里至今最开心的日子。在READING，不是很开心，我也不想在这儿多提。希望能把它忘了，不开心的就让它过去，珍惜眼前的每一天。待会儿，就要赶着把留在READING的东西收拾收拾，因为我要赶紧离开那儿，到BRISTOL去。希望在BRISTOL 也能有个愉快的假期。
培有送我一张圣诞卡， “Esther, This is the first time we can play together abroad!! I’m really excited ‘bout it as you’re my best friend!! The 1st time, I can enjoy days with my best friend at here. ^-^. That’s the different feeling, though I know that you would be happier if Nyap were here. But, no worries!! I think the happiness will go to you as your brother will celebrate x’mas with you!! May God Bless you, 圣诞快乐! Friendship Forever!! From Peei, 2008. Wish you Merry Christmas!!”
I really miss you, my dear. I really hope that you are by my side now. Yet, I’m independent enough now. As you know, I don’t use to travel or go out alone, ‘cause I’m afraid of being alone, I scare the feeling of loneliness. But now, I’m used to it. I can go to many places, alone, by myself, without any companion. I’m not sure whether I should be proud of it, but the one thing that I’m sure about is, though u’re not here right now, u’re always in my heart. I’m really glad that I have you, and I love you very much. Never will I wanna be so far from you, anymore. and if you could, promise me that u wont be so far from me anymore.
i love u dearly, Actz.
p/s: 只要心是近的，无论多远的距离， 都是短的
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Monday, December 1, 2008
29 Nov 2008
waking up at 10:30am, i saw msgs which.. i dun really like to read in the morning like this. well, it was settled anyway... went back to sleep, till 12:30pm. I juz love the blanket i use in m'sia. love it so so so much. mayb bcuz there's his odor. i like it very much. give me a peace of mind, i feel secure. :) i love u, my dear.
I made myself English Breakfast, again. i'm kinda addicted to it... :
after tat, watch some drama, and read some articles for juris assignment. I totally have no idea wat's Hart's Concept of Law, and Dworkin's arguments against Hart. I mean.. i'm not interested in it.. why do i have to know? well.. ok... cuz i wanna complete my Law degree.. tat's y i hafta at least... do this assignment, and in order to do it, i need to know. fine.. I STILL HAFTA DO IT.. no matter how.. Stop blaming and get started!!! or i wont be able to present it on the 4th Juris seminar... and this doesn't sounds good at all.
it's Dong Dong's Birthday. and.. we're planning to have our dinner out. Me and Chen Mo, we'd waited for quit a while, until 7:45pm chen mo went to DD and KY's room and found no body thr, we start calling them. Guess where were they.. unsurprisingly, DRINKING.....DD din pick up her call and so, she ask me to call KY. called him twice but nobody answer the call, but he later called me back.
we went for our dinner at about 9pm... can you imagine how hungry am i? hmmmm... the English B.fast with some crackers until 9pm.. Well.. it's ok.. we don't need to walk there, we went there by taxi, and the SPANISH DINNER was EXCELLENT!!
before getting our seat, we hafta wait for 15 minutes, and... they drank again.. haHaha.. non-stop drinking from 5:30pm.. i din drink... cuz.. i wanna eat my dinner. The atmosphere of the place was nice.. oh yea.. the name of the Spanish Restaurant is -- La Tasca. it's near the Newcastle Famous Bridge, a very nice place with high class restaurant and bar around. KY said tat Michael Owen also go to the Bar opposite La Tasca.
well, i'm not gonna say much, let the pics do the talking. :)
we had some dessert as well.. Dark and White chocolate Cheesecake and Orange Sorbet.. I like the Cheesecake soooooooooooo much~~~~~~~~~~~~ orange sorbet was nice either. oh yea.. throughout the dinner, our drink was 2 jugs of Traditional Sangria... it was nice.. (made of fruits, red wine and.. some other liquid.. very nice and sweet).
Thanks Dong Dong for the treat. (in fact, i tot we were to treat the b'day boy a meal.. who knows.. he foot the bill which cost 80.42 quids, thanks. )
after La Tasca, we went to AS YOU LIKE IT, which is a bar near to our house... went there, sit for a while, then we went home. Enjoy the nite alot~ :)
P/S: wish to enjoy the Spanish Dinner with you, Actz. Wish to see you asap, wish to travel around Europe with you... just you..
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