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一句  ： 没关系，我等你。。。 是为了让你有更宽广的天空；
一句  ： 没关系，我等你。。。 是为了让你知道，在疲累的时候，还有背后这一片温柔。

"Dream" watch

i've been searching for a white watch, 

with little diamond pieces surrounding the watch plate

and this is exactly what i like

I like this watch.

but

it doesn't seem possible for me to have it

:S

Intro:

A legendary bridge in France, known as a lovers’ place, has become the inspiration for a poetic watch!

Pont des Amoureux is the French bridge going over Thiou River in Annecy. The town is also known as the Venice of France. This romantic concept is what exactly has gone into making Van Cleef Arpels’ latest watch, a week and more ahead of Valentines Day. The watch-maker firm Van Cleef & Arpels has presented it as a women’s watch. The result is a rare piece you would want to grab.

With its exquisite jewelry components with artistic craftsmanship, the watch includes tiny details. Speaking of its utility, the details are worth taking a look at. Two figurines travel along respective hour or minute retrograde dials to display the time. The figure of a woman carrying an umbrella is its hour indicator. A man, secretly holding a flower behind his back, indicates the minutes. The traditional display is further complicated and here is how – with the time is 12 o’clock on the hour, the lovers meet at the center for a kiss! Call that oodles of love pouring into engineering!

A manually wound Jaeger-LeCoultre 846 mechanical movement is hidden in the watch. The bridge in question on its dial is however not the actual Pont des Amoureux French bridge. The fairy tale time piece is priced at $116,000.

等待 . 转淚点

是我做得不够好

还是我不配？

为什么总是等不到

转淚点？

总有一天

等待的

终究会到

只是怕

还没到

就已经失去

等待的能耐。

或者说

是要“遗憾”了

才能懂得“珍惜”？

TRUST GOD FOR HIS GUIDANCE

saw this facebook post by Rev. James Wong.

it hits just on my face.

what we, or to be precise, "he"
has been worrying about all these while.
we just need to trust GOD for his Guidance.

Reflecting the past,
ever since i took up the LAW course,
and for all the while when i was walking down the LAW course's path,
it wasn't easy AT ALL.
How many times i cried in front of the webcam, telling my parents that i wanna give up.

How many times i told my parents that i can't continue and begged them to save up the money for my brother's education fund.
How many times i blamed myself for choosing this road.
How many sleepless night that i've used to prepare myself for the exams
How much enjoyment have i sacrificed to bury myself in the books.
I thought i wouldn't make it this far. 

BUT
what brought me to what i achieved today was
my RELIANCE on HIM
as mom always tell me.

AND NOW
the decision to enter a marriage and to continue walking down the road
involves not only me and GOD
this becomes a lil' more complicated
it's a triangle relationship
and GOD shall be the center of this relationship.

our relationship could only become energized and solidified when the two points at the bottom are joined to a mutual third point that is held by God at the triangle’s apex. The sides of the triangle thus represent the bond that each of the marriage partners have with the Divine. Now while it is true that “he who joins himself to the Lord becomes spiritually one with him” (1 Cor. 6:17), our spiritual union is a constant journey to become closer and closer to God. An equally yoked relationship where each partner is pursuing a journey to unite himself or herself with God also brings the couple closer together as is represented by the greater proximity of the sides of the triangle as one gets closer to its apex.

倒带

我受够了等待  你所谓的安排
说的未来  到底多久才来
总是要来不及  才知道我可爱
我想依赖  而你却都不在

应该开心的地带  你给的全是空白
一个人假日发  呆找不到人陪我看海
我在幸福的门外  却一直都进不来
你累积给的伤害  我是真的很难释怀

终于看开爱回不来  而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开  哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来  我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开  宁愿没出息求我别离开

你总是要我乖  慢慢计划将来
我的眼泪却一直掉下来
过去怎么交代 你该给的信赖
被你亲手  缓缓推入悬崖

从我脸上的苍白  看到记忆慢下来
过去甜蜜在倒带  只是感觉已经不在
 
而我对你的期待  被你一次次摔坏
已经碎成太多块要怎么拼凑跟重来

曾经 ，喜欢 “倒带” 的歌词和旋律 

现在 ，明白 “倒带” 的歌词和含义

我恨

该怨的是 我只定睛在你身上

该怨的是 我是讨厌等待的人


该怨的是 我舍不得让你伤心


所以我搞得自己 像个 神经病

31日1月2011年

你这天要到亚庇公干和回家过年。
为了即将来临的这整个礼拜，
我月头就已经发过唠叨，
埋怨甚至发过神经了。


我知道你很想回家看妈妈；
所以，发了神经也不能生气骂你。
因为你做的，是对的。

虽然你问过我要不要，可不可以
和你一起回去过年
但是我觉得我没身份
在这个特别的团圆日子陪你回去
毕竟我也有家人想要我可以和他们过年。
我也想陪他们。

心理建设做了很久
才能说服自己
你新年不在没关系。
虽然事实上真的并没什么大不了。


离别的前一晚
你说你莫名地舍不得我
感觉像是要分开很久
我很开心

我也知道你为了这次非常短暂的离别
也尽量每天晚上抽空带我出去逛逛
想让我开心。
我都懂。

30.1.2011, 在车上， 你说
“等我够钱买戒指，我们就去画龟”

在面子书信箱，你留言说
“January 28 at 3:38pm
bibi..

i love u duo duo...
hehe.
i will bring u home with me soon ya..

muackz.”

你说你妈告诉你

"成家立业, 意思是说

要先成家,才来立业"

这些话, 我想，你是在说你会娶我

但我都一笑置之

我不懂为什么

我很矛盾

我期待你会娶我

但是因为你曾说过的"那句话"

我变得不敢再相信你很快会娶我.

因为我不想再失望了.

但是

如果你真的一点点都没有再说/表达你会娶我

我又会想很多很多

想到自己又再生闷气

乱发脾气,发神经

我啊我

拜托别再乱想东西了

不是一切都在我预料之中的

我不能掌控所有事情

I shall remember this:

Matthew 6:33 

"Seek ye first the kingdom of God,and His righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you."