秦俑

有沒有一種漂泊可以停留
我思念已久途中盡受折磨
空氣腐蝕了我同伙
獨留 我一個人在盡頭

有沒有哪種時間可以從頭
我想要回去再吃個窩窩頭
回神只埋在黑暗中
恍如隔世 你從我 頭頂 走過

吳腔楚調我開了口
你聽不聽得懂
我喊了好久
你還是忽略我
沒有漂泊可以停留
我的同伙獨留我

沒有時間可以從頭
回神只埋在黑暗中
恍如隔世 你從我 頭頂 走過

我只能 任由你 展覽我

25? i.m.p.o.s.s.i.b.l.e

mom was telling me that she expects me to get married on the age of 25.

i told her that i have other plan and am not gonna get married that soon.

she asked, still you two hafta be married before u can do that,aren't you?

i told her i'm not gonna WAIT like..

FOREVER... NO!

 it's not that i do not want,

but

i've convinced myself to give up.

太迟

请 别在我 放弃 的时候

才 告诉我  你 准备好了。。。

习惯

没把握的东西，别让它成为你的习惯。

                                                                                 否则一旦失去了，该怎么恢复自己原来的样子？

电发记

昨晚电，

今早直。 

谁的头发可以向我的酱直到

？？ 

>.<

14 & 15 Jan 2011

14th January 2011
-12:30pm :

Actz brought me along to Shervinton to test their food, cuz he is  in charge of his company's annual dinner.



-7:00pm :
went to Lee Ling's wedding dinner. Bernice said that Actz has changed, talk less nowadays as he used to be a funny n talkative person while we were in secondary school. Well, his funniness & talkativity i can still experience them, almost everydy.. but i like his attitude now, compare to how he used to be. cuz i'm a kind of person who can get jealous, very very easily. so, talking too much with other girls would trigger my temper. :P

there was no entertainment throughout the dinner. but slideshow shows alot of her old pictures n indicates her achievement in life. So, Actz starts to worry that he doesn't have any pic of achivement to show in HIS own wedding. *well, this prove how important for him to attend his graduation ceremony in kl, and assuring us that we've made the right decision to attend it. but, what about my CLP graduation ceremony? i dun even know the date yet. =.='*


15th January 2011
9:35am
-woke up, showered n wait for mom to come home. supposed to acc her to the wet market, but she said she dared not to wake me up the second time. waited til 9:30am, she left n went alone.. sorry mom.. :P

-made salad wif mom. salad's ingredient: sweet potato, eggs, macaroni, pineapple, apple & mayonaise. NICE~~

12:30pm
-Actz came, from work. he asked me whether i have any plan for tonight and whether i can acc him to attend his company supplier's, Joo Loong's dinner at Dreamland as he is representing his company to attend the dinner..  he's bringing me to attend dinner as his partner.. :)

12:45pm
-acc Actz to da bao 排骨王饭, came home.

1:30pm
- went to 强生for lunch, with grandparents & mom's sister n my cousins. have not been seeing them for years as they've migrated to aus.

知足， 常乐

went to hunt for CNY shirt yesterday.
but bought nothing.
either they're not my kind of style,
or they're too expensive for me to afford it.

So, ended up, bought nothing.

was a bit upset & moody
cuz, there's really no new clothing for CNY
this mood,
undoubtedly, affects not only me but also the people around me.

I kept silent on the way home.
Actz, just like he always do
tried to make some joke which,
at that very moment
i do NOT know how to appreciate.
it only irritates me.
i got angry
and it's his turn to keep silent.

Half way through the journey home,
I saw a malay house on the road side.
on the left of the house,
2 adults were sitting on a bench,
helping the other to cut her hair.
on the right of the house,
a top-naked child was looking for something
from the GARBAGE
with curiosity, i guess.
He puts on a smiling face,
when he found something.

This scene,
leads me back to what i saw on Saturday morning
when i accompanied my mom to the fish market.
A child,
also top-naked
slipping here and there in the fish market
bare footed.
when he stopped,
all under his foot were
dirty black fishy water.

He was very happy
though the place is smelly n dirty.

I started to think
why should i feel so down?
what's the big deal of not having new clothes for CNY?
I have other nice and "looking new" dresses in my wardrobe.
I mean, not that i have no pleasant clothing to wear, right?
I shouldn't be mad or unhappy.
that's not the right attitude.

at times,
we tend to "forget" or "ignore" how blissful we are.
AND
the more we have in our life, the more we felt lacked.

if we have nothing,
we would be happy with just a tiny little thing we could get,
even it is something which others no longer want.

I felt glad that I could realize this
fast enough
and didn't waste a few hours of my life
to feel the insufficiency
which in fact
i have a lot of things,
which others doesn't have.
and makes the people around me to suffer
for my bad mood.

p/s: see how happy the elephant is? 

it is just sitting under the waterfalls!

=)

my new year resolution.

~ 把爆燥和容易不耐烦的坏脾气改掉。
~不把 “快速" 和 “有效率” 的要求 套用在某个种族的身上.
~不奢望这里的人能用英文沟通, 我要多说他们的语言.
~努力学习新的东西.
~到处走走,开拓视野;增广见闻.
~如果自己赚到的钱够, 就自修报考 ICSA.

2011 年 1 月 1 日， 回忆过去的 12月31日

31　Dec 2005-
31 Dec 2006 -　在吉隆坡和你及ＫＫＹ在ＫＬ的酒店看外面的人挤人。

31 Dec 2007 -  在纽约的Times Square和家人欢度。吃了不错的泰式晚餐后， 在冷冷的纽约街头，喝了杯热热的巧克力。你在我心里。

31 Dec 2008 -　我在伦敦的ＨＯＳＴＥＬ　和你通视像；放弃了拥挤的大笨钟倒数计划。我认为，值得。
31 Dec 2009 - 一起在斗湖过， 没 特别庆祝，但是我很开心。你在我身边。
31 Dec 2010 - 一起在斗湖过，去了FARFALLE，绕水机，　回家，再去　Yacht Club。我很很很开心。

~Farfalle~

~Table Reservation~

~You insisted to take this pic

& i love it, alot ~

~ Yours :  Lamb Shoulder~

~Mine : Chicken Chop ~

~ ♥ US ♥ ~

~ I'm very very happy ~ 

p/s: this photo was taken by my sis on 31/12/2010 afternoon

♥ L.O.V.E. YOU  ♥