Saturday, May 30, 2009

wonderful miracle

baby.. just wanna tel u, i love you.. so so much... n i'll continue to love you as long as i can live to love you..
you've been such a wonderful miracle in my life, n i really can't imagine my life without you..
n im really grateful tat our relationship can be maintained till this very day..
i can't wait til the 28 days later, to see you n live my life with you once again.
i pray that we'll be together forever, cuz it's really a blessing for me to have such a good man like you in my life.
no matter what might happen in the future, u're always the dearest one, at least, for all these years, you really are...
IRREPLACEABLE
this is your position in my heart, my mind, and my soul.
thank you, for being so loyal to me.
thank you, for you love me for who i am.
thank you, for listening to me.
thank you, for being with me.
thank you, for being my soulmate.
I LOVE U.

Friday, May 29, 2009

FAITH

FAITH
is
being sure
of
what you hope for
and
certain
of
what you do not see

Hebrews 11:1

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Hello

anybody home?

talk to me

please.

give me a hug

console my heart.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Worst day ever...

waking up from my dream, i heard the door bell rang.
i dun wanna go down, but it's just too noisy.
After answering the first door bell, i wanted to put my head back to bed.
Unfortunately, the door bell rang again.
Just hafta go down to answer it, again.

I on my comp, and it was stil fine.
After some time, it hangs.
So, I restart it.
It's not up to me to choose, it just couldn't boost to Windows.
I have an assignment which was done 3 weeks ago, need to be passed up before Friday.
I prayed. I cried. I kneeled. I called mom.
God knows how desperate I was.
Nothing happens.
Bro called and ask me to bring it to Uni's computer centre.
Thinking that they will help me, i went.
From the Law Building, every floor i went, spent about an hour thr.
Then Northumberland building, I walked through buildings by buildings,
Then Student Union IT support centre, telling me wat things appeared on the screen which i can even read it by myself,
Till PC World in Kingston Park.
What was it after all???
This : £70 to repair, + £50 to change hard disc +£100 to recover my documents (does not guarantee will success and need AT LEAST 3-4 days) = £220

£149.97, i can get an ASUS computer.

I went to Tesco in Kingston Park.
I dunno how to get to the opposite station, so I took the same direction metro to airport.
On my way back from airport, guards checked ticket.
I bought my ticket, return ticket.
When things wanna go WRONG WRONG WRONG on that day, you just couldn't predict how worst your day can be.
I dunno where is my ticket!
Guard said : "I need you to get down on the next station."
I found it, after i went down from the metro.

I decided to redo my assignment in the Uni library.
I brought the book, cheese twist, water and some papers..
I'd prepared to have my night in the library.
AGAIN... something happened.
where's my question paper???!?!?!!?!?!!?
So, from the library, i walked home again.

I'm exhausted. I really am.

Strawberry Jam came. I din bring my tampoon.
yesterday, it dun wanna come.
day before yesterday, it also dun wanna come.
2 days before yesterday, it also dun wanna come.
makes me eat eat eat eat eat.. non-stop eating.

and today, I ate nothing else.
other than the choc milkshake i bought at Haymarket station because i need coins to buy ticket,
and a few of cheese twist i bought from tesco.
I dun feel hungry.
because i'm tired.
i dun feel good.

and i need your gooden bear hug.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

putting these down cuz i believe it will always be useful

[10:34:44 PM] cecilia: ok.. then , put down whatever u r doing, get out of room, walk to a park... go for a date with "HIM" ... hand in hand u stroll round the park, talk to HIM, tell HIm all yr weariness, stress, things u feel u cldn't fail in life... and tell HIM that they r overwhelming in u.. u need to cast them down before they press u down... time has come that u let HIM shoulder for u...

[10:37:24 PM] cecilia: u muz trust in HIM n obey HIS teaching n commands that...for 6days, u shall labour, but on Sabbath, u MUST rest n make it holy. B still in me, n knw that I m the Lord the creator of life and all good things u need r found in me... for 6th day u labour to strive for them.. at the sabbath, u find the fruit of your labour in me...

[10:38:55 PM] cecilia: halelujah... I will hear abt yr date 2mrw... the angels n heavenly army b the 'lamppost' while u date with HIM to stay around to shield u...

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Mom's prayer and blessing for me.

11:02pm - 11 May 2009
Cecilia:
ha ha... u will make w it with flying colours...

abba father I pray 2 u that u bless yr anointed daughter as she focus n prepare herself for her law exam... grant her with many extra portion of heaven wisdom & eye-opening shape points in approaching & presenting her points now n in her future career that when people sees her.. ppl is amazed as how a wonderful lord u r... arise in her her confidence n focus ... that nothing will distract her from her walk with u ... as she seeks yr kingdom of God n yr righteousness, she will see in her life that u will grant unto her all the other things... in yr most mightiful name we will always pray... amen..

Monday, May 11, 2009

原本就是个一无是处的家伙.
没有人会看好.
功劳被抢了.
又有什么好不爽的.
笨蛋.
还真的可以再笨一点.
受不了.

Saturday, May 9, 2009

真正的解脱

始终

无法原谅



明知故犯



错.

良心的责备

内心的挣扎

我需要

解脱.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

ESTHER GOTTA WORK

Work.

Who??

oh,

you mean..

ME???

hahahahaha

oh well,

You must be kidding me....

nah...

it's alright..

i knew that's a joke!

:)