Miracle

原本, 我今天的心情应该象是跌到谷地的.
很多事情都不在我能控制的范围内,一直以来都是....
昨晚,我LAPTOP的ＣＨＡＲＧＥＲ　坏了．
才晓得，没有电脑是一件非常恐怖的事．
没有了电脑发出的声音，整个房间死气沉沉．．．
没有了电脑，我真的不知道可以做什么．．．
电脑，原来也象你一样，它占据了我生活的一大部分．．
电脑，原来也象你一样，它是我不可或缺的必须品．．．
之前我还一直嫌弃它，总觉得它旧了，很慢，很多故障．．．
一直吵着要换新的．
但才一个晚上，
我却也领悟了另一番道理．

人与人之间的相处，也是同样的一种理论．
每当妈妈在唸我这，唸我那．．．
心里就觉得很烦，总想要快点离开家．．．
妈妈每天一早就爬起床为我们准备的营养早餐，
我们却常常想着要吃食堂的东西．
现在，如愿以偿了，终于晓的，
被唸着吵着，是多么幸福的．
能吃到妈妈爸爸准备的早餐，是多么幸福．
以为没有了妈妈的唠叨会轻松自在得多，
原来一片寂静的夜还比着些说不完的肺腑之言来得可怕．．．
以为可以常吃外面的食物会很享受，
每次透过ＷＥＢＣＡＭ看妹妹吃着妈妈做的面包, 才知道
原来只要是妈妈用爱来做的，都比其它在外面能吃的都来得好吃．
妈，象爸爸一样不善于表达自己,却很爱很爱这个家的我，很想认真地告诉你，我好想你,好想爸爸..


今天拿了coursework result,很想立刻回家,
但是我并没有这么做.
心里想,与其再浪费时间,不如想想我先在应该怎么做吧!
(email了那个lecturer, 知到可以重做.)
本来打算回家自己报头大哭一场,
没有要惊动你的念头,因为我怕会影响你的心情..
其实,也是因为不晓得要怎么开口吧!
直到你打来给我告诉我你的事情后,
我才说了出口.
我们一起努力吧!
做彼此的支持,互相鼓励!

(但后来回家想想,只差两分... 我要上诉.)

另一件事是电话费...
extra 21.xx pounds... is extra...
which means, despite the monthly contract fee of 21 pounds,
there's an extra 21.xx, and in total, it's 4x pounds..
hell... that's ridiculously expensive!!
well, forget about it.
钱能解决的,就不是问题了... (只限特别情况)


However, God has again, proven himself to me.
I tot i was gonna live another day without my lappie.
As Janet's bro had come to visit her,
and he is using Toshiba as well,
I tried to borrow from her.
who knows, the charger's model is different from mine and so,
I can't use it.
I prayed, I said, "God, please... let this work... please.. let this work"
it doesn't work though...
I tot.. that's all.. no other way to solve this problem.


I dun usually borrow things from ppl, who I don't really know...
and without planning how should I ask...
And, especially, smone who is so... NOISY.. (sorry)
cuz i dun like to 欠人情 to those i'm not close with.
But just now, I dunno where the strength come from...
It was so natural that... I walked out from my room,
knocked on Chen Mo's door,
(while knocking on the door, i was thinking, she might not be at home)
and someone answered, and asked me to wait for a while.
at that moment, i was thinking..
hell, do i really need to ask from her??
I was thinking to sneak back to my room,
but, that sounds so stupid,
so I just stand there,
and start to figure out how should I ask her.
before I can finish the sentence OS-ly,
she opened the door.
Words just pop out from my mouth...
and guess what..
she said: " 噢,我有一台是toshiba的!"
i was thinking.. does she mean that she has 2 laptops and she is not using the toshiba 1?
she borrowed me. I confirm with her what was in my mind, and the answer was affirmed.
HOooooooooraYYYYYYYYYYYYyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!
and I am allowed to use this charger until i get my new adapter....
yoooooohooooooooo!!!!


GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME, and ALL THE TIME GOD IS GOOD!!!!!

figuring out why was i not able to use janet's bro's charger but able to use Chen Mo's...
I borrowed from janet, i tot of this idea= without god's help.
borrow from Chen Mo, i did not plan it, and yet, that's what God wants to give me. = God planned everything....

the right thing, at the right time, at the right place, from the right person that God has chosen.

Amen.

P/S: "wish to see you soon" Actz said. :)