everytime JEALOUSY hits.

JEALOUSY 

it's hunting me down.

everytime i get to know

what he has

what she got

it's all about
the things that
i don't even dare to dream for

how come
they can have it?
&

why have i not enjoy

such indulgences?

the cost to pay for being the eldest?

i'd rather be the youngest,

if, and only if i could have 

the privilege of making a
CHOICE.