Nothing.

I should have learned of this 1 thing
EXPECT NOTHING.
NOTHING AT ALL!

he loves himself more than me.
yet
i love him more than myself.
how on earth could there be someone so naive
to continually living with this kind of stupidity?

everything is about himself.
words could easily be spelled out
yet
actions could never lie

He is just not the exceptions to the General Rule.
bear with it.
no more "perhaps"
and i SHALL stay SOBER in this relationship.

but,
how?