pissed off

since when it has become my weekend job??
i bought it for my own use... not for public's benefit
if u wan, get urself 1!

i'm not obliged to help
n i'll not always be thr to help up!

dig ur own grave if u continue like this.

randomssssssssssss

Jusco's Member Day

i dunno y

these costs us RM 5xx

perhaps, i left out sm other things

not mine..

they're for Melissa

*wonder y i treat my sis so nice*

lol...

they're mine

for my newly cut hair

RM 50 + dy..

his Original Adidas

formal watch

cf. to the

NIKE watch

close-up

the box

RM 45 cash voucher

in return for the RM5xx that we'd spent

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some home-made dishes (=

his favourite ABC soup

it tastes good even without salt

he loves it

hehe

(=

marinated fish stomach

smells really good!

 1st attempt was ok

2nd attempt looks nicer

 

tomyam vege soup

beef ball garlic fried rice

he likes it

=)

my favourite breakfast

by Actz

Marina sausage bun

+ a cup of hot white coffee

*thumbs up!*

some random pic - November

 

Home Cooked

Fish Noodle Soup

 

Home cooked

Meatball Spaghetti with Tomato Sauce

 

my first home made 

Si Chuan Pork with Jing Zhen Gu

 

Home cooked

Korean Noodle with Pork Meatball

 

Home Cooked

Minced pork & Pork meatball& Vege noodle soup

  

Home Cooked 

Traffic Light Peppers with minced pork

 

Home cooked

Seafood & Vege Tom Yam Noodle

 

Vincci Plus (Gold High Heels)

Ori Price : RM 209

Discounted Price: RM 69.80

  

Vincci Plus (blue high heels)

Ori PRice: RM 1xx

Discounted Price: RM 37.xx

 

Vincci (white High Heels)

RM 79.99

 

Vincci-s

  

well, the Guess Box was the Guess High Heels

that Actz bought me as X'mas present in 2007

where's tat guess high heel now?

in TAWAU..

 

with half of my puppy's leg

:)

 

Actz went to uni for his quiz thing at 9 smthing.
it was indeed a really happy happy day..
Lunch at MyNews

Grilled Fish with butter & lime

(I LOVE IT)

Actz cooked Spaghetti Meatball for me...
i was sleeping, and when i woke up,
i felt lazy to prepare dinner..
and when i walked near the table,
i saw 2 plates with Spaghetti Meatball with Mushroom sauce... (my favourite sauce)
:)
 had Secret Recipe's Choc Fudge Cake as supper.. nice.. but... fattening! >.<
 i knew it, but i just can't resist it!

Spaghetti Meatball with Mushroom Sauce

his white coffee, my milo

 Secret Recipe

Choc Fudge Cake

(yummy)

P/S: watched A Christmas Carol today..

summary..

18 Nov'09

-went to Sunway Pyramid to sing K with Anne, Aiwee and Ker Wei. It was really fun, cuz i feel comfortable to be with them.. can get along well with them.. they're really nice ppl!
- Actz sent me thr, had his Secret Recipe & Starbucks...
- after 3 hours' fun, it's time to go home
- start listening to those.. 'not slow / down' songs...
- to meet aiwee's prediction, here's wat i'm gonna say...
 1. anne said i have a sweet voice
 2. ker wei said my voice sounds like Fish..
lol.. and Tank's song ruin my voice (up up up the key)... lolz... this she did not predict that i'll write it down... ahahaha

me and anne

me and Aiwee

 

 

me, aiwee & ker wei

- went to True Fitness to do some exercise at night, after dinner at home. cuz i'm gaining weight.. >.< hate it!! y can't just maintain or lose weight... y must gain!!! too happy ridi perhaps... izzit a good news or a bad one? hmmmm...
- tot i lost my MP3, can't concentrate on doing exercise...
- after shower, went to Ali Maju for 3 layers Tea.. n seriously.. i'm addicted to it! + Burger + Nasi Goreng Kampung... (how am i gonna lose weight like this??)
- Actz told me his plan for tmr.. and i anticipated it!

19 Nov'09

- woke up at 11am, got ready n was very excited.
-went to HELP for a while n then have breakfast at downhill of SPB Tower, and back to HELP again..this uni really sux...
- due to the inefficiency of the Uni, we were 'trapped' in there until 2:45pm. delayed our plan to KL...
- had some misunderstanding with Actz, ended up not so happy... something that i said makes him feels bad, n something that he did makes me feel sad...
well, which couple doesn't hv conflicts, rite? but this time it took quite a few hours for us to reconcile.. even after my class he's stil not so happy...
at last, i told him my feeling n we apologized to each other..  so now, we're fine... thanks God..~~
-dinner at Ali Maju, 3 Layers Tea + nasi goreng kampung, Actz ordered Nasi Lemak Ayam...

Friday~

dad sent out my certified copies of certificate to the Legal Profession Qualifying Board. Thanks alot daddy... love u~ muackz~~ :)

our brunch was 黄酒鱼片米粉汤。。。Actz says he likes it... :) thanks for appreciating the food i cook, dear~~ hehe

3pm tutorial, got there on time. when i got in the class, Aiwee and Anne was looking at me, whispering and laughing to themselves. So, i asked them wat were they laughing about... they said, they were talking about me.. and they think i have a good body shape, 前凸后翘 was the word they used... thanks buddies... :) and anne said to aiwee that, sure i'll be happy if they tell me so... lol...
well, i dun mean to show off or wat by writing this out, i just wanted to remember that.. thr were frens complemented me... n i'm happy.. hehhe...

we planned to go Sunway Pyramid's REDBOX next wednesday... they invited Gary... hope he wont go... lol... alrite.. i know i'm mean... sorry.. :P

Actz had Subway wif Aaron, so he wasn't hungry but i was!! wanted to go Secret Recipe, but since it rains, so i decided just to have my TUNA biscuit at home! i LOVE my Tuna biscuit.... seriously... makes me sense the presence of mom... :) hehehe..

Dinner was Mee Sedap + last nite's Western Nestum Shrimp... taste good! :P

*chat wif Janet tonite... quite some time din catch up with her dy*

10 Nov'09

Woke up at 11:15am,

after we're ready,

we went to main block to take pic for my CLP exam application.

after that,

Actz brought me to eat :

干捞板面

鱼滑粗米

he wanted to bring me there long time ago

but we just can't find a suitable time

finally

we made our way there

the food were delicious

though the place was hot!

it was the shop located downhill of SPB tower

where we used to stay

after our brunch

we drove around the place

we both simply enjoy the feel of

driving around those taman

looking at the big & nice houses

thinking how would our house looks like

in the future

somehow

we have this mutual understading

our house dun need to be huge

as long as it can fits in the 2 of us

maybe

if God blesses us with children

we just need a house that can fit in our family

yet

we'll make it nice

we love glasses

modern looking house is our dream house

dun need to be too big

just hafta be cosy

a house

which can make us

a home

the Lord our God

will be the head of our family

so that we will be blessed.

=)

after driving around,

cooled down our body temperature

we went to Midvalley to take KTM

I need to go to Menara Tun Razak to pass up my form

passed by the Kuala Lumpur train station

which is the KTM station that we always saw

but wonder how the inner side of the building looks like

sweat alot

for us to get to Menara Tun Razak

because of this Malaysia weather

the building isn't far from the train station

just that the weather here

made us feel that it's soooo far..

we were missing the UK weather

when we head back to Midvalley

we took the wrong KTM

ended up stopping at Angkasapuri

we saw THE GARDEN's logo

wondering why the train is so far from the building

we then realize that we shouldn't have jump out this train

the train to Midvalley would be the coming one

waited for quite some time

to get another train to KL Sentral

btw

found this interesting pic

it seems like we're not the only one

who is not satisfy with KTM service

KTM= Keretapi Taktau Masa

cancelled our plan to watch movie

because we just dun feel comfortable

with the stickiness

so we decided to go home and take a bath

i cooked Barley again last nite

Actz says he wants to have Barley

that i cooked on Monday

I used the purple leave that mom brought me

to cook with the Barley

it's good for people like me

We went to Tropicana City for dinner

we always wanted to try the

EAT n RUN

chicken chop rice

well

it was

so so only~

Actz wasn't feeling well

he got headache

at first i tot it was just because the weather

as i was also a bit headache in the afternoon

at night

he got a bit fever

he then told me that he wasn't feeling well since morning

i asked him why din he tell me

if he told me

i wouldn't have asked him to acc me to walk so much

now he makes me heartache

but he says that

if he'd told me

he knew that i won't let him acc me

but it is necessary for me to get my things done by today

he would be heart pain + headache

if i went alone

=)

i massaged his head for him

using the technic i used on mom when she got headache

n he felt much better

suddenly

he asked me whether i'm hungry

he wants to bring me out for a drink

i was wondering y he asks me so

since he's not feeling well

he told me that

he wanted

for a long time ago

to bring me out for drink at late nite

at 1-2am

but i always reject him

he thinks it might be fun

to go out with me in the middle of the nite

*i'm happy, cuz there's smthg he initiated to do with me

at least, not smthg that he wants me to decide.

glad that he tells me his feeling*

=)

love u

Meatball zai

hehehe

Uncle Keith

I couldn't fall asleep.
Recalled my earlier conversation with mom who is currently in USA,
we're all missing Uncle Keith badly.

Just couldn't stop thinking of him.
Suddenly,
all the memories flooded up my mind.
the flashbacks haunted my thought.

I thought of a lot of things,
every bits of the time we'd spent with this..
kind-hearted, generous, happy-go-lucky man,
since yesterday.

I still remember,
when me and Amos were stil very young,
the first time Uncle Keith came to visit us in Tawau,
we spent alot of good time playing together.
By the time they need to get back to USA,
not knowing when wil be the next time for us to meet up again,
in case we'd grown up and looks different, 
Uncle Keith taught us our 'secret-hand-shake',
and he said that, with this secret-hand-shake,
we dun need to be afraid that he can't recognise us!

For he loves us so much,
he and aunt Evelyn make such a great effort,
throughtout all these years,
they'll come back to Tawau to pay us a visit every alternate year!
We did not take it for granted.
because we knew that,
it's not his obligation to accompany aunt Evelyn to come back to her hometown every alternate year..
but he loves her so much,
that he loves her niece and nephews,i.e. us, as well!!
For such a big man like him,
it's not easy nor convenient for him to take 27+hours' flight to come back to visit us so often!
we do appreciate it... we really do..
 

I'm always.. always proud of having Uncle Keith as my uncle..
when i was young, even now,
I wanted to invite him to my wedding when i grown up...
but i wasn't sure if he would be willing to fly all the way from the State to attend my wedding...
why would i have this thought?
cuz I think tat it's cool to have a guai lou who is so close with my family to attend my wedding..

He wont be willing to bring us around USA during our visit there on 2007!
such a 1 mth's close stay with him and aunt Evelyn really meant alot to our whole family.
He drove us around even when he's not feeling well,
spent time with our family instead of working hard on his job,
(he shows us life ain't all about working but family who cares for each other
we work for our livings... but not live to work!)

I thought he would have other things to worry about before his leaving to a better place....
until mom told me just now, that...
before he left,
he said to aunt Evelyn..
"do all that is necessary to help Cecilia's children to further their study... all that needs to be done.. help up.."
mom is right...
Uncle Keith loves us, in his special way.....
he remembers us,
just like a father remembers his children....

Thank you, my beloved Uncle Keith..

P/S: for me, it's like.. when there's aunt evelyn, thr'll be uncle keith's presence. never expect to lose him this early. for such a close couple who lives n loves each other so dearly,and for all these years uncle keith the closest person who stays with her in the State, makes her a home to stay, I'm very sure that aunt Evelyn is feeling much more than all of us do..

they love visiting places together. for all these years, there are thousand places they'd been to..TOGETHER.. and now, it left aunt Evelyn alone, for whatever she does, she's alone..

Mom said she cries real little... she's always tough.. not showing anyone her sadness. Yet, we all knew that deep down inside her heart, she's bleeding.

mom said she doesn't wanna move even an inch of Uncle Keith's stuff.. mayb she's not really ready to face the world alone yet...

despite going out to pay the bills, aunt Evelyn is not ready to do other stuff, yet.. she keeps asking mom to extend her stay in the State, i guess she really need someone to be there with her.

indeed,at the moment, it's really hard for her to be alone because, being free will make a person think alot..

“我不是一定要你回来，只是当独自走入人海，疲惫的身影不是我，不是你想看见的我。。+

只是越看见海阔天空，越遗憾没有你分享我的感动。。”

SHAMU

seriously

i din expect myself to miss Uncle Keith so so much.

when i tot of the funny faces he makes...

when i tot of the broad smile on his face...

i tot of Shamu... so cute...

Uncle Keith

I miss you...

:`(

徐佳瑩 失落沙洲

RIP, dearest Uncle Keith~

you

somehow meant something

in my life

in our family

NO

no doubt

you meant alot

to us

treating us like your own children

being your nieces & nephew

it was

it is

and will always be

our greatest blessing

sweetest memories

you'd planted in us

non of us will forget

THANK YOU!

please

know that we love you

so dearly

we sincerely do

knowing that you're gone

no doubt

it hurts

 and tears dropped

yet

when we're praying for you and aunt

we are once again,

assured that

you've reached a better place

resting in the arm

of our

Almighty God

may you

Rest in Peace

Beloved Uncle Keith

your niece

with unspoken love,

Esther.

 

Just because we'd once possessed the happiness, that is why we can feel the pain, when we lose it.. Person might leave, but memories stay.