婚姻不是责任，而是一生一世爱护和关怀的承诺。
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
25 Jan 2009- nite b4 CNY
went to Morrison with Janet, to buy sm groceries and food for tonite's two person reunion dinner..
bought chicken kievs as well, 1 pound for 2 chicken kievs. had it first at bristol, kinda like it.
bought a container, for my salad meals next mth, i.e. next week.
26Jan 2009- 1st day of CNY
woke up at 12:00pm, wrapped the shoes, went to post office n posted it. cost me 8.25GBP.
after that, cooked curry maggie and chicken kievs. maggie wasn't tat nice, dunno y...
talked for quite awhile with Actz. a nice talk.
i then made my salad, for tonite : chicken, potato and a lil' bit maccaroni, and a tin of canned fruits.
had ice-cream, 1 tiramisu, 1 choc. just feel like wanna eat smthg sweet.
that's all for my 2009 1st day of CNY.
went to Morrison with Janet, to buy sm groceries and food for tonite's two person reunion dinner..
bought chicken kievs as well, 1 pound for 2 chicken kievs. had it first at bristol, kinda like it. bought a container, for my salad meals next mth, i.e. next week.
26Jan 2009- 1st day of CNY
woke up at 12:00pm, wrapped the shoes, went to post office n posted it. cost me 8.25GBP.
after that, cooked curry maggie and chicken kievs. maggie wasn't tat nice, dunno y...
talked for quite awhile with Actz. a nice talk.
i then made my salad, for tonite : chicken, potato and a lil' bit maccaroni, and a tin of canned fruits.
had ice-cream, 1 tiramisu, 1 choc. just feel like wanna eat smthg sweet.
that's all for my 2009 1st day of CNY.
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Got my pay today.. GBP 50.85= 2days work for last week.
it was kinda fun today, at least, i can say that.. the most interesting day of work, so far... dun usually talk these much with colleagues, in cantonese smmore.. hahaha...
quarrelled a bit with Actz, mayb bcuz both of us are tired, and the bad line spoil our mood.
anyway.. everything is fine now... his dad drove the car n put it to the port ridi. it'll be shipped to kl on 27 jan, expected to arrive 10 days later. hope tat he can get the car very soon, and dun need to wait for the slow buses of MALAYSIA. this can save a lot of time, and some money to take cab..
when we discussed about the day tat he come, he said he check airasia, coming on 30june and going back on 30july. when i told him i checked for him, 20june, 31 july, his response was.. "Wah.. so long ar.." fine.. as if this is the first time i tell him the date..
told him many times ridi.. and i expressly let him know tat i wish tat he could come earlier... and he even said tat it'd be great if he can come few days b4 his bday, which is 18june.. but now.. i ard make it 2 days later than his bday, he stil wanna say it's long.. fine.. i dun wanna say anything. in case i get frustrated, irritated, and start a quarrel... i dun wan this. so i kept quite.
wat he wanna do, wat he likes to do... fine.. i'll just let him decide... nth more that i can say..
well, no matter how.. just hope tat he'll be happy.
it was kinda fun today, at least, i can say that.. the most interesting day of work, so far... dun usually talk these much with colleagues, in cantonese smmore.. hahaha...
quarrelled a bit with Actz, mayb bcuz both of us are tired, and the bad line spoil our mood.
anyway.. everything is fine now... his dad drove the car n put it to the port ridi. it'll be shipped to kl on 27 jan, expected to arrive 10 days later. hope tat he can get the car very soon, and dun need to wait for the slow buses of MALAYSIA. this can save a lot of time, and some money to take cab..
when we discussed about the day tat he come, he said he check airasia, coming on 30june and going back on 30july. when i told him i checked for him, 20june, 31 july, his response was.. "Wah.. so long ar.." fine.. as if this is the first time i tell him the date..
told him many times ridi.. and i expressly let him know tat i wish tat he could come earlier... and he even said tat it'd be great if he can come few days b4 his bday, which is 18june.. but now.. i ard make it 2 days later than his bday, he stil wanna say it's long.. fine.. i dun wanna say anything. in case i get frustrated, irritated, and start a quarrel... i dun wan this. so i kept quite.
wat he wanna do, wat he likes to do... fine.. i'll just let him decide... nth more that i can say..
well, no matter how.. just hope tat he'll be happy.
Friday, January 23, 2009
today, i passed up my assignments- Child Care Law and Jurisprudence, which due tomorrow.
i started with jurisprudence last week, and child care law this week, completed it by this morning 5:45am.
I went to bed at 6am, woke up at 11:35am cuz the landlord brought somebody to have a look at our room, AGAIN. in fact, i dun really like it cuz i felt like the landlord is not respecting my privacy. i'm a tenant of this room, but he just keep on bringing ppl to come and look at my room. i found this annoying, especailly when i'm sleeping. =.='
i called home after woke up, and talk with melissa for quite a while... she complaint alot, and ask for many things.. roxy, mng.. hell.. i only happens to know this when i study in kl. before that, i dun even know that mng is a well-known brand.. she even complaint that y i left the other not so nice mng at twu (cuz i have 2 white mng basic singlet).... excuse me, sis.. that's mine ok... duh... she was like blaming me for not leaving the one i had wif me now at twu.. hell... -.-' talk with mom, talk with dad... and last nite when i call home, talk with ola as well.
after amended the child care law assi, i went to uni to print it out at 4pm. i had a muller rice (which is a kind of diary cream rice thingy). and.. i was very hungry after i get home. Decided to go to the take-away shop to get myself a nice dinner. i bought ko pu char siew, without onion. it was very nice, but just not those kong pou that we usual have back in m'sia.
i'm sleepy, i'm tired. i'll sleep earlier today.. i mean.. after i finish blogging, i'll sleep. it's now 11pm. gotta set my alarm to wake up at 12:45am so that i can wake Actz up.
dunno y, feel like... dunno wat to talk to him smtimes. mayb we're too tired with assignments and work, and the skype is just sooooooooooooooooooo annoying and makes me frustrated. it'll stop suddenly sometimes, or can't hear the other side.. and this, spoil our mood.. :'(
well, no matter how.. I love you. i know i'm rude, sometimes.. i know wat i say might hurt ur feeling. i apologize for that.
I miss you.
i started with jurisprudence last week, and child care law this week, completed it by this morning 5:45am.
I went to bed at 6am, woke up at 11:35am cuz the landlord brought somebody to have a look at our room, AGAIN. in fact, i dun really like it cuz i felt like the landlord is not respecting my privacy. i'm a tenant of this room, but he just keep on bringing ppl to come and look at my room. i found this annoying, especailly when i'm sleeping. =.='
i called home after woke up, and talk with melissa for quite a while... she complaint alot, and ask for many things.. roxy, mng.. hell.. i only happens to know this when i study in kl. before that, i dun even know that mng is a well-known brand.. she even complaint that y i left the other not so nice mng at twu (cuz i have 2 white mng basic singlet).... excuse me, sis.. that's mine ok... duh... she was like blaming me for not leaving the one i had wif me now at twu.. hell... -.-' talk with mom, talk with dad... and last nite when i call home, talk with ola as well.
after amended the child care law assi, i went to uni to print it out at 4pm. i had a muller rice (which is a kind of diary cream rice thingy). and.. i was very hungry after i get home. Decided to go to the take-away shop to get myself a nice dinner. i bought ko pu char siew, without onion. it was very nice, but just not those kong pou that we usual have back in m'sia.
i'm sleepy, i'm tired. i'll sleep earlier today.. i mean.. after i finish blogging, i'll sleep. it's now 11pm. gotta set my alarm to wake up at 12:45am so that i can wake Actz up.
dunno y, feel like... dunno wat to talk to him smtimes. mayb we're too tired with assignments and work, and the skype is just sooooooooooooooooooo annoying and makes me frustrated. it'll stop suddenly sometimes, or can't hear the other side.. and this, spoil our mood.. :'(
well, no matter how.. I love you. i know i'm rude, sometimes.. i know wat i say might hurt ur feeling. i apologize for that.
I miss you.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
don't try to change my way of thought, if you don't even give a shit on what is in my mind.
i had have enough of this. i will tolerate with you, when i thk i should. but you know my EQ is not as high as you. i can get frustrated and angry very easily. and when i tolerate with you, don't take it for granted. cuz i wont tolerate too many times.
don't try my patient. when i keep quite, it doesn't mean that i don't mind, juz that i try not to take every small matter so seriously. you don't write diary, fine. i won't force you. you don't wanna give any comment on my blog, fine.. i block u... don't ask me why. cuz I WANNA BLOCK YOU! so what?? huh.. so what!!!!!
this is me. THE ORIGINAL ME! when i care about you, i can be nice to you. when i am happy, i can talk nicely to you. when i am in a good mood, i can tolerate with your bad mood, i can listen to you. and when i am not confidence with myself, start to complain this n that, i'm not asking you to console me. just listen to what am i trying to say. don't interrupt me with "don't think it tat way!" cuz i'm not gonna listen to that. it'll only irritates me, it won't help in ANYWAY!
I AM WHO I AM. i will change for you, when i feel that you worth it. but when i am not happy, and if you can't tolerate with me, soon... i tell u it's gonna be very soon... if things continue like this, we are done.
if one day i don't even give a damn shit on what u say, u better be aware of it. cuz it indicates that everything is over.
IF YOU DON'T AGREE WIF ME, fine.. just get off my way.. don't try to change me or stop.. cuz it wont work. i will change, if i feel like doing so... or else.. NEVER EVER try to change me!
i had have enough of this. i will tolerate with you, when i thk i should. but you know my EQ is not as high as you. i can get frustrated and angry very easily. and when i tolerate with you, don't take it for granted. cuz i wont tolerate too many times.
don't try my patient. when i keep quite, it doesn't mean that i don't mind, juz that i try not to take every small matter so seriously. you don't write diary, fine. i won't force you. you don't wanna give any comment on my blog, fine.. i block u... don't ask me why. cuz I WANNA BLOCK YOU! so what?? huh.. so what!!!!!
this is me. THE ORIGINAL ME! when i care about you, i can be nice to you. when i am happy, i can talk nicely to you. when i am in a good mood, i can tolerate with your bad mood, i can listen to you. and when i am not confidence with myself, start to complain this n that, i'm not asking you to console me. just listen to what am i trying to say. don't interrupt me with "don't think it tat way!" cuz i'm not gonna listen to that. it'll only irritates me, it won't help in ANYWAY!
I AM WHO I AM. i will change for you, when i feel that you worth it. but when i am not happy, and if you can't tolerate with me, soon... i tell u it's gonna be very soon... if things continue like this, we are done.
if one day i don't even give a damn shit on what u say, u better be aware of it. cuz it indicates that everything is over.
IF YOU DON'T AGREE WIF ME, fine.. just get off my way.. don't try to change me or stop.. cuz it wont work. i will change, if i feel like doing so... or else.. NEVER EVER try to change me!
Saturday, January 17, 2009
God allows me to have a happy day.
when i woke up this morning, everything started to be nice, smooth and cool
first, it's the matter that i'd cried and worried for quite a while. and finally, it's solved.
--- ACTZ has received the gift i posted him. well, in fact, he should have get it ages ago. the gift arrived even before X'mas!! 15 Dec2008!! but he never keep an eye on the pink paper that the postman left for him. He tot it was just some kind of broucher or whatever.. even he did see his name on it, he is just way too.... i dunno how to say... lazy? clumsy? or wat? i mean, he just didn't bother reading the things on the paper in detail.. =.='
and this, had made me worried for sooooooooooo long... and i cried for it. cuz... i dunno why, few days ago, i cried terribly sad after i'd posted the claim form to Royal Mail. I felt like, the parcel is very pity, stucked in nowhere on this earth, asking for help, hoping that it could reach him or, at least come back to me. But i can do nothing to help it. I know this sounds stupid but i just dunno why.. too emo, i guess.
and well, the second thing is... i went for Property 2 class today. when i reached there, i saw the notice saying that the ppty 2 class has been postponed. well, it was in fact a 7 Nov 2008's notice and just dunno why it is stil there. luckily i didn't go home right away, but stood there for a few minutes. I saw the ppty 2 lecturer, and i asked her whether we are having class today and she say yes........... Thanks God.. for... didn't waste my effort and time of going to class. :)
after class, me and janet walked home. we saw Alvin on the way home, and he sent us back. and this is the third thing that i'm happy about.
the forth thing is.... i didn't plan to attend company law class actually. but, since Alvin is willing to pick me up and send me home again, I WENT~~ :) mayb God knows that i'm lazy to attend class. and.... He just has His way to make me go.. :) thanks GOD!!
Fifth thing is.... I got my pay today!!! i worked last week, from 6pm-12:15am. and my pay is 31 GBP.. not bad.. :)
Last, but not the least, I'm happy cuz I've got you. :) thanks dear... MUACKZ
when i woke up this morning, everything started to be nice, smooth and cool
first, it's the matter that i'd cried and worried for quite a while. and finally, it's solved.
--- ACTZ has received the gift i posted him. well, in fact, he should have get it ages ago. the gift arrived even before X'mas!! 15 Dec2008!! but he never keep an eye on the pink paper that the postman left for him. He tot it was just some kind of broucher or whatever.. even he did see his name on it, he is just way too.... i dunno how to say... lazy? clumsy? or wat? i mean, he just didn't bother reading the things on the paper in detail.. =.='
and this, had made me worried for sooooooooooo long... and i cried for it. cuz... i dunno why, few days ago, i cried terribly sad after i'd posted the claim form to Royal Mail. I felt like, the parcel is very pity, stucked in nowhere on this earth, asking for help, hoping that it could reach him or, at least come back to me. But i can do nothing to help it. I know this sounds stupid but i just dunno why.. too emo, i guess.
and well, the second thing is... i went for Property 2 class today. when i reached there, i saw the notice saying that the ppty 2 class has been postponed. well, it was in fact a 7 Nov 2008's notice and just dunno why it is stil there. luckily i didn't go home right away, but stood there for a few minutes. I saw the ppty 2 lecturer, and i asked her whether we are having class today and she say yes........... Thanks God.. for... didn't waste my effort and time of going to class. :)
after class, me and janet walked home. we saw Alvin on the way home, and he sent us back. and this is the third thing that i'm happy about.
the forth thing is.... i didn't plan to attend company law class actually. but, since Alvin is willing to pick me up and send me home again, I WENT~~ :) mayb God knows that i'm lazy to attend class. and.... He just has His way to make me go.. :) thanks GOD!!
Fifth thing is.... I got my pay today!!! i worked last week, from 6pm-12:15am. and my pay is 31 GBP.. not bad.. :)
Last, but not the least, I'm happy cuz I've got you. :) thanks dear... MUACKZ
A time for everything.
There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under heaven:
a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
a time to kill and a time to heal.
a time to tear down and a time to build,
a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
a time to search and a time to give up.
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.
- ECCLESIATES 3:1-8-
and a season for every activity under heaven:
a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
a time to kill and a time to heal.
a time to tear down and a time to build,
a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
a time to search and a time to give up.
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.
- ECCLESIATES 3:1-8-
Thursday, January 15, 2009
-went to McD and get online before he goes to work.
-2:50am :"88, xiao tian shi", before he leaves to work.
-complain: din write his diary, he has nothing to tell me.
-1:40am, amos told me tat he's in uni's library. library close at 2am. he was studying for his exam.
-amos' exam on 19, 2 7, 28 Jan.
-it's 2:52am now. i'm sleepy, i'm hungry, i'm tired. i'm missing him. i'm missing home.
-2:50am :"88, xiao tian shi", before he leaves to work.
-complain: din write his diary, he has nothing to tell me.
-1:40am, amos told me tat he's in uni's library. library close at 2am. he was studying for his exam.
-amos' exam on 19, 2 7, 28 Jan.
-it's 2:52am now. i'm sleepy, i'm hungry, i'm tired. i'm missing him. i'm missing home.
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Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Monday, January 12, 2009
Smile showing teeth, makes my face looks BIG
Smile without showing teeth, my face looks sharper. :)
I went to work last night. Worked at the bar, to replace janet cuz she went to Bham for her IELTS test. It's quite fun making drinks actually. I dun really drink alcohols, and when i was asked to prepare Vodka + Lemonade, I put half glass of Vodka, and the manager nearly fainted... and she asked me, "have u ever drink vodka?" i said, "not really".. hahaha... in fact, DRINK vodka and MAKE a vodka drink, it's totally a diff story, ain't it? So, how am i suppose to know if i'd never make a vodka drink... =.='
I took metro to work. 1.90GBP for return ticket. In fact, i could juz walk in without purchasing a ticket cuz nobody is thr to check thou. but, well, GOD KNOWS. so better don't. :) I ran very fast, in order to catch the last metro. The shoes tat i was wearing, tat i wear to work, it's not good at all. I can't run with it cuz it's too lose, and.. this kind of shoes doesn't suit me actually. Consequently, my feet and calf are hurt. even this morning when i walked to church, i can stil feel the pain.
I din eat much yesterday. I just have a bowl of Mutton Curry with rice at around 3pm, and after work, I ate 3 biscuits and sleep. :) I dun wan my face to look BIG... like a big big mooncake.. =.=' I don't want, thou it's not ugly, but still, I DON'T want.
I bought the AJ 11 on behalf of you at 1:30am, 11 January 2009. :)
Today, after church i came home straightly. Din eat out with erica, cuz wanan save money. :) and i was kinda sleepy. after i get home, i went to cook one of my favourite dish-- BROCCOLI + TOMATO + MINCED BEEF!!! and this time, it taste even better than before! wish to cook for you, my dear. :) Dunno why, everyday i feel like, i wanan cook for you, eat with you, be your HOUSEWIFE.. hahaha... after my meal, i took a nap. ehehehe.. i'm so lazy these days, slacking back. sigh... cannot continue like this. or i wont be able to pass my YEAR 3 and go home with you!
I miss you.
Saturday, January 10, 2009
因为你，我明白了。
为了ASSIGNMENT， 你昨夜没睡。做完后，我们SKYPE。 很开心可以和你谈了两个多小时。也很开心因为你愿意在做完后陪我谈天。过后，你把东西搬回房里，躺在床上睡了半个小时。
你叫我帮你上网BID你的JORDAN鞋。然后E－MAIL那个SELLER， BARGAIN 两对的价钱。
你对AJ 的执着和认识， 是我欣赏你的一部份理由。看你兴奋开心，我也不知觉的开心.
以前总觉得别人对爱的定义－“看到你开心我就开心”， 很无聊，也不晓得为什么要为别人的开心而开心。现在，多多少少，我能理解了。
因为你，我明白了。
原来，影像看你睡觉的模样，也是很幸福的。
看着拿张床，看着拿张被，看着你睡觉的姿势，让我想起很多东西。不晓得为什么，嘴角也不自觉地微微上扬。笑了。因为你给的回忆都是美的。
伤心总是难免的. 架有吵过；泪有流过。但一切的一切，都是回忆的一部份。我们都没有逃避问题，我们都会尽量摊开解决。所以，我们可以维持到现在。
我觉得自己很幸运。因为你爱我。因为你疼我。因为你陪着我。因为不是别人。因为一路走来，都是你。
我，很爱你。:) muackz
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
I don't like to take nap in the evening, unless you are with me. 'cause i'm afraid of a kind of feeling. The feeling of loneliness, i.e. when i open my eyes, the sky is dark, and i'm alone in the room. I could hardly accept that, when I wake up, you are not by my side. you are only in my mind. I need to know that you are beside me, to feel secure.
Mayb I was too tired just now, don't really know why was I so tired, din really do much things today, I deliberately take a nap at 8:23pm. I knew that if I wake up at 9:30pm, the sky is dark. I'd prepared myself. I thought I wont be afraid of that feeling.
others might wonder, what is so frightening to wake up and have a dark sky. but for me, I'm not used to it. Since young, I'm afraid of that feeling.
When I woke up, it was very very cold. my leg was cold. my laptop was playing Jacky Wu's "三暝三日".
At that very moment, I miss you. I miss you more than I usually do. Suddenly, I feel like i'd lost myself. I was wondering where am I. how I wish that I'm in KL, I'm in your room, I'm in your embrace.
Until then, Janet knocked on my door. Then I realize, I'm in Newcastle.
How I wish--- I could be back for CNY. I could be back and stay by yourside. Tonight, names and money, they are not important for me. Tonight, I don't wanna think of my future, I don't wanna think of what can I achieve in the future.
ALL I WANT IS YOU. not only for X'mas, not only for New Year.
ALL I WANT IS YOU, EVERYDAY.
---I can't live, if living is without you.---
I wonder how could I survive for the next 5 months? I couldn't.... I just wish to be back to kl.
I heard about this thing before. When do you know both of you are prepared to get married.
It is when neither of you can help to restrain yourself from seeing each other, nor can you live without each other.. At that time, you are somehow prepared to get married.
I know you would never agree with this. :) but, I do.
how I wish I'm your wife now. I love you very much.
Mayb I was too tired just now, don't really know why was I so tired, din really do much things today, I deliberately take a nap at 8:23pm. I knew that if I wake up at 9:30pm, the sky is dark. I'd prepared myself. I thought I wont be afraid of that feeling.
others might wonder, what is so frightening to wake up and have a dark sky. but for me, I'm not used to it. Since young, I'm afraid of that feeling.
When I woke up, it was very very cold. my leg was cold. my laptop was playing Jacky Wu's "三暝三日".
At that very moment, I miss you. I miss you more than I usually do. Suddenly, I feel like i'd lost myself. I was wondering where am I. how I wish that I'm in KL, I'm in your room, I'm in your embrace.
Until then, Janet knocked on my door. Then I realize, I'm in Newcastle.
How I wish--- I could be back for CNY. I could be back and stay by yourside. Tonight, names and money, they are not important for me. Tonight, I don't wanna think of my future, I don't wanna think of what can I achieve in the future.
ALL I WANT IS YOU. not only for X'mas, not only for New Year.
ALL I WANT IS YOU, EVERYDAY.
---I can't live, if living is without you.---
I wonder how could I survive for the next 5 months? I couldn't.... I just wish to be back to kl.
I heard about this thing before. When do you know both of you are prepared to get married.
It is when neither of you can help to restrain yourself from seeing each other, nor can you live without each other.. At that time, you are somehow prepared to get married.
I know you would never agree with this. :) but, I do.
how I wish I'm your wife now. I love you very much.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Break in between my diary for Dec Trip
babe, suddenly.. a lot of things come across my mind.
when we have not start to get together... (oh my god.. dear.. i really miss u much)
*at this point, i stopped, and i called you. suddenly i feel that i'm so lucky, and i really glad that i can just call you and listen to ur voice when i miss you. wonder how could i live without you. *
Things that came across my mind, and it'll always stay in my mind, precious memory that will never fade... thank you, my dear.
September -November 2005
there was one night, we went to Lee Su Ming's house for graduation dinner i guess.. (basically it was a classmates gathering.) I went to fetch Peei, and she drove my car. cuz she said that her mom dun allow her to drive at night, and I dun wanna wear spec at night. So, I went to fetch her, she drove my car. There was a guy who says that it was our fault to cause him cut his car. As usual, I fight for my right. If i'm not wrong, I'll not admit, and I want the other party to admit it, not just compromising with me, but I want him to admit his fault. was I too ego? Not sure.. But this is me. When nobody help me, I will help myself. I talked to the guy. Peei just stood beside me. the guy even threaten to beat me. I was a bit frighten, but just dunno why, mayb girls like me, just doesn't like to show that we lose. I didn't cry, thou I felt scare and wanna cry, but i didn't. Cuz i knew that nobody bother to wipe my tears away. I was scare, I was weak, but I cannot show. no matter how, I had to take it, all by myself. I'm USED TO IT.
ALL THE TIME I WISH THAT I COULD RELY ON SOMEONE, AT THE SAME TIME, I KNEW IT VERY CLEAR THAT, I HAD TO RELY ON MYSELF.-- before i'm urs, i always think it this way. but now, u had ensure me that, no matter big or small thgs, i can come to you.
Dear, I hope u can also understand that, no matter how huge or how tiny ur prob is, you can always come to me as well. I might not be able to help you, but, at least let me share your burden. :)
In fact, Peei was the driver. mayb she was too afraid or what, or mayb she got you. She called you. She has someone to rely on. How i wish that I could have one as well.
after the dinner, we have to go to the police station. Peei dun wanna drive ridi, and you say u'll drive my car. ( i'm not sure it was because i can't drive as i din wear my spec, or u dun let me drive) there was another guy fren, i forgot who was that but i knew he was one of our classmate as well, followed us.
I dun rmb how, but I said i wanna sit beside the driver seat. I was kinda... not happy that time. cuz I was thinking. My car, and so, the problem was mine. and at that time, I dun understand why Peei keep on crying. Cuz for me, you guys were just there to "have fun" --凑热闹. I know the way i thk was weird but, well mayb it stems from the old principle of mine -- "my problem, i'll solve it myself. nobody will help me." that why, i dun feel like u guys were thr to help. mayb. dun really rmb. well well.. why do i mention all these? guess i wish to ask you, u were thr, but who were you for? me? or her? ----- i stil wish to know it now.
p/s: oh well... how stupid am i to ask this. sure u were for her.
December 2005.
Christmas Eve, i have a leave from NS. And, i promised to fetch you from the airport. You were with Peei that time, and you said u wanna give her a surprise, ask me not to tell her. we went to Peei's house at night, and you came to fetch me. In the car, you gave me the purple crystal bracelet. Before you gave it to me, i'm not sure u told me or i notice that u were wearing a black colour crystal bracelet as well. You said the purple crystal bracelet is my X'mas present. you asked me not to tell Peei. I'm not sure why do u give me that purple crystal bracelet, but for me, it meant smthg. cuz usually, bf and gf should have the same thing, but u chose to give me that bracelet, instead of giving it to Peei. U gave her smthg else. I'm not sure why, but i was kinda happy. I don't mean to be mean, but, i'm happy.
At Peei's house, u were trying to hide yourself, u went behind the big lorry. Peei came out, and she was surprised to see you thr. At that very moment, how i wish that thr are smbody that bother doing such thing for me. I envy her. I admit.
Kky was pursuing me during that period. And you knew that i don't like him. but, when you saw Peei, you just leave me behind. You dun even bother how i feel. when i see that both of you are happy, i can't stand it.. that time, i realize that i'd fallen in love with you, once again. however, i know i shouldn't. I ask you to send me home first, but you keep asking Kky to send me home, ask me to give him a chance. You knew it very well that I dun wan him to send me home. Kky wanted so much, to send me home, and you keep forcing me to follow him. Under such circumstances, I feel really bad... I'm very sad. but i din say anythg. From keep on refusing, I compromised with what you asked me to do. mayb you guys can tell from my face, knowing that i am sad, or perhaps, angry... (cuz i always look fierce when i din smile), you say u'll send me home and go back to her house.
I'm not sure what was in ur mind that time. Suddenly, u act like u cared for me so much, but suddenly, u just ignore me. mayb at that time, everyone tot i was stil in the past relationship. no one, not even me realize that i'd let it go, and liked you.
In the car, I din say anythg, I dun rmb whether you did or not, the only thg taht i rmb was.... I cried. the reason that made me cry, stays clear til now.. I was hurt. you hurt my feeling. But, you tot I cried because i miss Jax. I wasn't. I cried, because of what you did. I felt that i'm just one of ur chess. when you need me, you'll look for me. and after i help u to achieve what you want, you'll just push me away. you don't even care about how i feel, as long as you are happy with her.
luckily, all of these has passed. your heart is with me now, and i sincerely pray that, it'll always be with me.
January 2005
I rmb that, when i was in National Service, you cared for me a lot. something happened, and you broke up with peei. i'm not sure what happened outside, all that i get to know was thru you , and peei. sometimes, you'll come and pay me a visit on Sunday. I was very happy. someone cared for me.
- I came out from the jungle. I was very unhappy about that. cuz the captain lied to me and gwen. he promised us that we can stay in the camp, dun need to go into the jungle. thou we dun need to walk so far into the jungle nor do we need to sleep on the dirty mud, and we dun need to cook our own rice nor do we need to go n look for our own food. we were very upset. why???? cuz the nite before, we ate 泻药!!!!! damn! and in the jungle, whole nite, our stomach were very painful.. it was so suffering. as we tot we do not need to go into the jungle, and we sleep in the medic place, we can go to the toilet easily!!!!
all these became not imp, cuz you came to visit me. it wasn't saturday nor sunday. if i'm not mistaken, it was thursday. I'm not sure I asked you to come, or you say u wanna come. and you ask me what do i wanna eat, you buy for me. I was very happy. :) thanks dear. you added colour to my NS life. no... I should say.. you BROUGHT colour to my NS life cuz NS life was SUX!!!!!! no colour at all!!
you, and some of your fren came. :) you brought me food!! I was very happy.
gwen acc me to the canteen hall. :)
February 2005
- I was at Southern with my mom and bro, having our high-tea. suddenly, you called me. and you were outside Southern, with your frens. I rmb it very very clearly. YOU WERE WEARING LONG JEANS!!!!!! cuz all the while, you like to wear 3/4 pants. when i asked you, why are you wearing jeans, are you going anywhere? you said: " you said you like guys wearing long jeans rite? so I try to change my look lor... " oh my life.. thou you din tell me that you like me, I felt very happy.
-I tot u were just kidding when u say u'll come and accompany me to paint the wall of one of the church's room. I stil rmb that, it was 9 smthg in the morning, holiday. that time i was on leave from National Service. U came. and you accompanied for the whole day. I rmb you had many phone calls, i'm not sure who was calling you, but i guess you were kinda bc, I keep asking you to leave if you're bc, but u say nvm. :) God knows how happy I was that day.
In the afternoon, the youths ask for 3 点 3... so, we went out to buy some pao for them. we went to yam cha gai, and you went down to buy pao. and then, you bought me Milo Ice. :)
I'm not sure we were sharing the same drink or you just wanan try the Milo Ice, but I rmb very well that, I was very excited when you use the straw that I used. hAhahaha... and your saliva was thr!!!!! wahahaha...
- Cass was at my house, beautifying my eyebrow.. I received your msg. you say you wanna bring me out. and you asked me "DRESS TO KILL". I dun understand why. I tot we were juz going out for yam cha. and when you arrive my house, you ask me to change. you say you wanna bring us to Shore Room. So, we quickly change.
p/s: luckily i stil dunno how to make up during that time, or you hafta wait for hours. HAhaha..
that night, we shared the same cup of drink.
Chinese New Year 2005
- another day, you brought me to SR again. I felt very cold, and i rmb that it was after 12pm cuz it was some countdown thingy before that. mayb it was 年初一. I told cass that I felt very cold, wanna go out. Who knows, she told you, and you asked me to give you my hands. I refused to do so. and you said, just awhile, so I gave you one of my hand, and you warmed it up. After that, you hold my hands, under the table. I was looking at you. Not sure whether you saw it or not, I smiled. Lookind at you, I smiled. you hold my hands. As if I was your gf. you hold it so naturally, and talk with your frens.
- dunno whether it was the same nite or another nite, I told you to look for Peei, but not me. I asked you to msg her. you say u have no enuf credit. can't msg her. but u can msg. so I asked you why. you said, u'd added me in to your "family and frens"..I dun understand wat was that, mayb i was in NS too long, or wat.. and u explained to me, that senidng msg to FnF is cheaper, and you didn't add Peei. so, the credit was not enuf to msg her. :)
- another day. we (me, you and cass) went to J8. Peei was there, she asked me to go. she was a bit, just a lil' drunk. she lied on me. I tot she stil didn't know that me and you-- 暧昧.
after that, we left to 香香板面. you'd received msgs, but u dun bother it. and then Lai Yen Wen called me, asked me where are you. she was kinda fierce. she said that Peei was drunk and they were at SR. ask you to go n have a look. You refused. I kept on begging you to go, and you went. When we arrived , she was sitting outside. I walked to her, she pushed me away. I was very sad. she was angry with me. stayed there for awhile, and we left.
- you sent cass home, and then you brought me to Sabindo highway. we talked for quite a long time there. I was sad. and I guess you said that you like me or wat... those kind of things, and.. I say I promised Peei that I'll not be with you. and I said I was afraid that ppl will gossip about this. So, I don't want. I was crying that time. It was around 3 or 4am. You kissed me, suddenly.
the second time you kissed me, police came. lol... it was so scary, yet, a special experience for me!!! and you went down to talk to the police. haHAha..
at last, we give some bribe and they let us go. before leaving, the police said to you, "kalau mahu buat, balik rumah / pergi hotel" ... hahaha. this is funny.
- the next day, I followed Fabian to ah Phin's house, Peei was nth. she talked to me. I was afraid of her thou. I tried my best to fulfill all her request. Jenny came to me and said something to me, and she comforted me. I dare not to talk to you, when Peei was beside me.
- CNY afternoon, cass me you, we wanna play b.ball. so, we sent cass home so that she can change her clothes, and we waited outside her house. while waiting for her, you pointed to my hands. I knew tat u want me to give you my hands. but, i gave you the tissue in my hands. :) and you said "I don't want this. I want your hand". :) and you grabbed it, hold it for awhile. I quickly let go, when I saw cass coming. haHahah.. this kind of feeling is very special. It might not happen the second time, cuz it meant to be REMEMBERED. and everytime I think of it, i just couldn't stop smiling. cuz this is so sweet, for me.
could never forget how good u are in b.ball. even me and cass was trying to take the ball from u, u have ur way to keep the ball. I stil rmb how close we were, where in a sudden, I'm not sure how, I came in between your arms. :)
- you sent me home one night. usually, when you ask for good bye kiss, i will not give. but tht nite, I rmb I took the initiative. kiss on the cheek, good nite. :)
13February 2005
I hafta go back to the camp. I was stil with you in the morning. and in the evening, I hafta go back. At nite, you asked me to be your gf. :) and so, my NEW LIFE had started. never will I regret... :)
Love, always.
when we have not start to get together... (oh my god.. dear.. i really miss u much)
*at this point, i stopped, and i called you. suddenly i feel that i'm so lucky, and i really glad that i can just call you and listen to ur voice when i miss you. wonder how could i live without you. *
Things that came across my mind, and it'll always stay in my mind, precious memory that will never fade... thank you, my dear.
September -November 2005
there was one night, we went to Lee Su Ming's house for graduation dinner i guess.. (basically it was a classmates gathering.) I went to fetch Peei, and she drove my car. cuz she said that her mom dun allow her to drive at night, and I dun wanna wear spec at night. So, I went to fetch her, she drove my car. There was a guy who says that it was our fault to cause him cut his car. As usual, I fight for my right. If i'm not wrong, I'll not admit, and I want the other party to admit it, not just compromising with me, but I want him to admit his fault. was I too ego? Not sure.. But this is me. When nobody help me, I will help myself. I talked to the guy. Peei just stood beside me. the guy even threaten to beat me. I was a bit frighten, but just dunno why, mayb girls like me, just doesn't like to show that we lose. I didn't cry, thou I felt scare and wanna cry, but i didn't. Cuz i knew that nobody bother to wipe my tears away. I was scare, I was weak, but I cannot show. no matter how, I had to take it, all by myself. I'm USED TO IT.
ALL THE TIME I WISH THAT I COULD RELY ON SOMEONE, AT THE SAME TIME, I KNEW IT VERY CLEAR THAT, I HAD TO RELY ON MYSELF.-- before i'm urs, i always think it this way. but now, u had ensure me that, no matter big or small thgs, i can come to you.
Dear, I hope u can also understand that, no matter how huge or how tiny ur prob is, you can always come to me as well. I might not be able to help you, but, at least let me share your burden. :)
In fact, Peei was the driver. mayb she was too afraid or what, or mayb she got you. She called you. She has someone to rely on. How i wish that I could have one as well.
after the dinner, we have to go to the police station. Peei dun wanna drive ridi, and you say u'll drive my car. ( i'm not sure it was because i can't drive as i din wear my spec, or u dun let me drive) there was another guy fren, i forgot who was that but i knew he was one of our classmate as well, followed us.
I dun rmb how, but I said i wanna sit beside the driver seat. I was kinda... not happy that time. cuz I was thinking. My car, and so, the problem was mine. and at that time, I dun understand why Peei keep on crying. Cuz for me, you guys were just there to "have fun" --凑热闹. I know the way i thk was weird but, well mayb it stems from the old principle of mine -- "my problem, i'll solve it myself. nobody will help me." that why, i dun feel like u guys were thr to help. mayb. dun really rmb. well well.. why do i mention all these? guess i wish to ask you, u were thr, but who were you for? me? or her? ----- i stil wish to know it now.
p/s: oh well... how stupid am i to ask this. sure u were for her.
December 2005.
Christmas Eve, i have a leave from NS. And, i promised to fetch you from the airport. You were with Peei that time, and you said u wanna give her a surprise, ask me not to tell her. we went to Peei's house at night, and you came to fetch me. In the car, you gave me the purple crystal bracelet. Before you gave it to me, i'm not sure u told me or i notice that u were wearing a black colour crystal bracelet as well. You said the purple crystal bracelet is my X'mas present. you asked me not to tell Peei. I'm not sure why do u give me that purple crystal bracelet, but for me, it meant smthg. cuz usually, bf and gf should have the same thing, but u chose to give me that bracelet, instead of giving it to Peei. U gave her smthg else. I'm not sure why, but i was kinda happy. I don't mean to be mean, but, i'm happy.
At Peei's house, u were trying to hide yourself, u went behind the big lorry. Peei came out, and she was surprised to see you thr. At that very moment, how i wish that thr are smbody that bother doing such thing for me. I envy her. I admit.
Kky was pursuing me during that period. And you knew that i don't like him. but, when you saw Peei, you just leave me behind. You dun even bother how i feel. when i see that both of you are happy, i can't stand it.. that time, i realize that i'd fallen in love with you, once again. however, i know i shouldn't. I ask you to send me home first, but you keep asking Kky to send me home, ask me to give him a chance. You knew it very well that I dun wan him to send me home. Kky wanted so much, to send me home, and you keep forcing me to follow him. Under such circumstances, I feel really bad... I'm very sad. but i din say anythg. From keep on refusing, I compromised with what you asked me to do. mayb you guys can tell from my face, knowing that i am sad, or perhaps, angry... (cuz i always look fierce when i din smile), you say u'll send me home and go back to her house.
I'm not sure what was in ur mind that time. Suddenly, u act like u cared for me so much, but suddenly, u just ignore me. mayb at that time, everyone tot i was stil in the past relationship. no one, not even me realize that i'd let it go, and liked you.
In the car, I din say anythg, I dun rmb whether you did or not, the only thg taht i rmb was.... I cried. the reason that made me cry, stays clear til now.. I was hurt. you hurt my feeling. But, you tot I cried because i miss Jax. I wasn't. I cried, because of what you did. I felt that i'm just one of ur chess. when you need me, you'll look for me. and after i help u to achieve what you want, you'll just push me away. you don't even care about how i feel, as long as you are happy with her.
luckily, all of these has passed. your heart is with me now, and i sincerely pray that, it'll always be with me.
January 2005
I rmb that, when i was in National Service, you cared for me a lot. something happened, and you broke up with peei. i'm not sure what happened outside, all that i get to know was thru you , and peei. sometimes, you'll come and pay me a visit on Sunday. I was very happy. someone cared for me.
- I came out from the jungle. I was very unhappy about that. cuz the captain lied to me and gwen. he promised us that we can stay in the camp, dun need to go into the jungle. thou we dun need to walk so far into the jungle nor do we need to sleep on the dirty mud, and we dun need to cook our own rice nor do we need to go n look for our own food. we were very upset. why???? cuz the nite before, we ate 泻药!!!!! damn! and in the jungle, whole nite, our stomach were very painful.. it was so suffering. as we tot we do not need to go into the jungle, and we sleep in the medic place, we can go to the toilet easily!!!!
all these became not imp, cuz you came to visit me. it wasn't saturday nor sunday. if i'm not mistaken, it was thursday. I'm not sure I asked you to come, or you say u wanna come. and you ask me what do i wanna eat, you buy for me. I was very happy. :) thanks dear. you added colour to my NS life. no... I should say.. you BROUGHT colour to my NS life cuz NS life was SUX!!!!!! no colour at all!!
you, and some of your fren came. :) you brought me food!! I was very happy.
gwen acc me to the canteen hall. :)
February 2005
- I was at Southern with my mom and bro, having our high-tea. suddenly, you called me. and you were outside Southern, with your frens. I rmb it very very clearly. YOU WERE WEARING LONG JEANS!!!!!! cuz all the while, you like to wear 3/4 pants. when i asked you, why are you wearing jeans, are you going anywhere? you said: " you said you like guys wearing long jeans rite? so I try to change my look lor... " oh my life.. thou you din tell me that you like me, I felt very happy.
-I tot u were just kidding when u say u'll come and accompany me to paint the wall of one of the church's room. I stil rmb that, it was 9 smthg in the morning, holiday. that time i was on leave from National Service. U came. and you accompanied for the whole day. I rmb you had many phone calls, i'm not sure who was calling you, but i guess you were kinda bc, I keep asking you to leave if you're bc, but u say nvm. :) God knows how happy I was that day.
In the afternoon, the youths ask for 3 点 3... so, we went out to buy some pao for them. we went to yam cha gai, and you went down to buy pao. and then, you bought me Milo Ice. :)
I'm not sure we were sharing the same drink or you just wanan try the Milo Ice, but I rmb very well that, I was very excited when you use the straw that I used. hAhahaha... and your saliva was thr!!!!! wahahaha...
- Cass was at my house, beautifying my eyebrow.. I received your msg. you say you wanna bring me out. and you asked me "DRESS TO KILL". I dun understand why. I tot we were juz going out for yam cha. and when you arrive my house, you ask me to change. you say you wanna bring us to Shore Room. So, we quickly change.
p/s: luckily i stil dunno how to make up during that time, or you hafta wait for hours. HAhaha..
that night, we shared the same cup of drink.
Chinese New Year 2005
- another day, you brought me to SR again. I felt very cold, and i rmb that it was after 12pm cuz it was some countdown thingy before that. mayb it was 年初一. I told cass that I felt very cold, wanna go out. Who knows, she told you, and you asked me to give you my hands. I refused to do so. and you said, just awhile, so I gave you one of my hand, and you warmed it up. After that, you hold my hands, under the table. I was looking at you. Not sure whether you saw it or not, I smiled. Lookind at you, I smiled. you hold my hands. As if I was your gf. you hold it so naturally, and talk with your frens.
- dunno whether it was the same nite or another nite, I told you to look for Peei, but not me. I asked you to msg her. you say u have no enuf credit. can't msg her. but u can msg. so I asked you why. you said, u'd added me in to your "family and frens"..I dun understand wat was that, mayb i was in NS too long, or wat.. and u explained to me, that senidng msg to FnF is cheaper, and you didn't add Peei. so, the credit was not enuf to msg her. :)
- another day. we (me, you and cass) went to J8. Peei was there, she asked me to go. she was a bit, just a lil' drunk. she lied on me. I tot she stil didn't know that me and you-- 暧昧.
after that, we left to 香香板面. you'd received msgs, but u dun bother it. and then Lai Yen Wen called me, asked me where are you. she was kinda fierce. she said that Peei was drunk and they were at SR. ask you to go n have a look. You refused. I kept on begging you to go, and you went. When we arrived , she was sitting outside. I walked to her, she pushed me away. I was very sad. she was angry with me. stayed there for awhile, and we left.
- you sent cass home, and then you brought me to Sabindo highway. we talked for quite a long time there. I was sad. and I guess you said that you like me or wat... those kind of things, and.. I say I promised Peei that I'll not be with you. and I said I was afraid that ppl will gossip about this. So, I don't want. I was crying that time. It was around 3 or 4am. You kissed me, suddenly.
the second time you kissed me, police came. lol... it was so scary, yet, a special experience for me!!! and you went down to talk to the police. haHAha..
at last, we give some bribe and they let us go. before leaving, the police said to you, "kalau mahu buat, balik rumah / pergi hotel" ... hahaha. this is funny.
- the next day, I followed Fabian to ah Phin's house, Peei was nth. she talked to me. I was afraid of her thou. I tried my best to fulfill all her request. Jenny came to me and said something to me, and she comforted me. I dare not to talk to you, when Peei was beside me.
- CNY afternoon, cass me you, we wanna play b.ball. so, we sent cass home so that she can change her clothes, and we waited outside her house. while waiting for her, you pointed to my hands. I knew tat u want me to give you my hands. but, i gave you the tissue in my hands. :) and you said "I don't want this. I want your hand". :) and you grabbed it, hold it for awhile. I quickly let go, when I saw cass coming. haHahah.. this kind of feeling is very special. It might not happen the second time, cuz it meant to be REMEMBERED. and everytime I think of it, i just couldn't stop smiling. cuz this is so sweet, for me.
could never forget how good u are in b.ball. even me and cass was trying to take the ball from u, u have ur way to keep the ball. I stil rmb how close we were, where in a sudden, I'm not sure how, I came in between your arms. :)
- you sent me home one night. usually, when you ask for good bye kiss, i will not give. but tht nite, I rmb I took the initiative. kiss on the cheek, good nite. :)
13February 2005
I hafta go back to the camp. I was stil with you in the morning. and in the evening, I hafta go back. At nite, you asked me to be your gf. :) and so, my NEW LIFE had started. never will I regret... :)
Love, always.
29Dec'08
We travelled to Bath at night, juz 15 minutes train from Bristol. We juz had sm tit-bits as our "dinner".. =.=' no food for me... :( my bro ask me to sleep earlier, and we'll have b.fast the next morning. the bathroom of YMCA was very cold, the was cold either. Heater is not functioning!! those who sleep at the lower track was freezing whole night out... (and yea, i was sleeping at the lower track. I put on my gloves, socks, and wore my winter jacket + the blanket) Non of us who sleep at the lower track could sleep well. woke up every hour... lol... sleepless nite.
p/s: i found tat i left my computer charger in Bristol, and i asked janet to bring it back for me.
30Dec'08
early morning, 6am, my bro's fren-chok jia yee wake all of us up. brush teeth, wash face, make up, change clothes, and i'm ready to go for b.fast!!!! I was waiting for the b.fast with great anticipation. expect it to be some hotdogs, fried noodle or watever.. at least, i mean i din expect smthing GOOD.
well.... when we got down, and all we can have for free is cereal + milk + bread + jam.
can u imagine how disappointed it was for me!!! :( I tried to convince myself to sleep early and i'll have a not-so-bad b.fast... and it turns up to be cereal.. :( well.. i stil hafta EAT IT!!!!!!!!!
after b.fast, we went to pack our luggage and ready to check out. one of my bro's fren, a girl (not to mention her name), took so long to put on her contact lens, and make up. for god dxxx ages she din use a contact lens but today she wanna put it on.. hell.. hey girl, do u know tat i'm a person who is lack of patient?!??!?!?!??!!? well not only me.. but all of us were started to get angry... hell.. if u dunno how to put it on, and it's so so so hard for u to put on, can't u juz forget about it? tears were coming out from her eyes thou... =.='
fine.. juz forget about this part... (thr are lotsa things tat i can point out in fact...)
after putting our luggage at the reception, we leave YMCA and start our visitation to famous places in BATH. we went to the Traveller Information Centre, book for the bus to Stonehenge. after that, we wanted to go to the Roman Bath, which we tot we hafta walk for quite a distance. who knows, it was juz opposite the TIC... yeay!!!! Save our time, save our energy, and most importantly, I DON"T LIKE TO WALK TAT MUCH!!! :)
we went in the Roman Bath, we have the 2 for 1 voucher, and with student price (GBP8), we had quite a good price. at least, cheaper than what we expected!! :) praise the lord!
well, in fact, i dun really like to take much pics which i'm not in it... but.. dunno y.. since last dec trip USA, i found tat, i start to take pics even if it's without me inside... and this time as well. cuz i thk it waste the memory of the camera n phone. but now, mayb it's bcuz of u, my dear.. tat makes me wanna take down everythg tat i'd seen, and i wanna share it wif u... really wish tat u're seeing it wif me....
it's quite cold today. and i wore my MNG winter jacket, FCUK scarf, and ROXY ear palm...
however, it's stil freezing cold when we were at Stonehenge... cuz it's near to the sea... and.. i juz couldnt feel my toes... my nose... :(.. dear..if u're here, wil u keep me warm? heHehehe..miss u much.
after Stonehenge, I was very hungry... and i was angry... thanks to the girl again... she can always have her BEST way.. to keep everyone waiting for her.. HELL U! I juz couldn't stand you!!!! going to the toilet, the first one who get it, the last one who get out.. and hell know wat.. she was doing her hair... =.=' using her sunglass ok... this is so ridiculous... she use the sunglass to do her hair which....Hey you, do u know the definition of a SUNGLASS??!?!??!!! there wasn't any SUN in BATH thou, n well.. ppl put the sunglass on the hair, is juz by pushing it up.. and wat she did was.. hell.. i dunno how to describe.. but she juz spent 10 minutes for doin the fxxxing thing!!! and kept all of us, including those who are in the bus waiting.. even the tour guide came to us. and so, can u imagine how much time she took to do her hair?!?!?!?!? if u'll look god damn gorgeous with it, i have nth to say.. but hey.. can u even notice any diff????!?!?!?!?!??!?!?! ish!!!
she's juz challenging my temper!!!
"a hungry man, is an angry man".. well this is suitable for me as well... yea. i know i know.. i'm a lady.. but.. if the reason for keeping me hungry, i can tolerate wif it... but.. if it's waiting for someone who is NOT IMPORTANT FOR ME AT ALL~~~~~i'm not gonna tolerate with it!!!!!
:(
it takes 1 hour to travel back to Bath.... and it takes time to get a place for food... :( at last, we had Fish and Chips...
after tat, get back to YMCA, wait for time past, and get to the train station, go down to London.
we stayed at Hyde Park Inn, 15 beds in 1 room.. 3 level bed..many of my bro's fren was there... i was like a stranger.. i just couldn't get involve easily.. sorry... how i wish i'm a person who can mix around easily.. but i just dunno why i couldn't.
We travelled to Bath at night, juz 15 minutes train from Bristol. We juz had sm tit-bits as our "dinner".. =.=' no food for me... :( my bro ask me to sleep earlier, and we'll have b.fast the next morning. the bathroom of YMCA was very cold, the was cold either. Heater is not functioning!! those who sleep at the lower track was freezing whole night out... (and yea, i was sleeping at the lower track. I put on my gloves, socks, and wore my winter jacket + the blanket) Non of us who sleep at the lower track could sleep well. woke up every hour... lol... sleepless nite.
p/s: i found tat i left my computer charger in Bristol, and i asked janet to bring it back for me.
30Dec'08
early morning, 6am, my bro's fren-chok jia yee wake all of us up. brush teeth, wash face, make up, change clothes, and i'm ready to go for b.fast!!!! I was waiting for the b.fast with great anticipation. expect it to be some hotdogs, fried noodle or watever.. at least, i mean i din expect smthing GOOD.
well.... when we got down, and all we can have for free is cereal + milk + bread + jam.
can u imagine how disappointed it was for me!!! :( I tried to convince myself to sleep early and i'll have a not-so-bad b.fast... and it turns up to be cereal.. :( well.. i stil hafta EAT IT!!!!!!!!!
after b.fast, we went to pack our luggage and ready to check out. one of my bro's fren, a girl (not to mention her name), took so long to put on her contact lens, and make up. for god dxxx ages she din use a contact lens but today she wanna put it on.. hell.. hey girl, do u know tat i'm a person who is lack of patient?!??!?!?!??!!? well not only me.. but all of us were started to get angry... hell.. if u dunno how to put it on, and it's so so so hard for u to put on, can't u juz forget about it? tears were coming out from her eyes thou... =.='
fine.. juz forget about this part... (thr are lotsa things tat i can point out in fact...)
after putting our luggage at the reception, we leave YMCA and start our visitation to famous places in BATH. we went to the Traveller Information Centre, book for the bus to Stonehenge. after that, we wanted to go to the Roman Bath, which we tot we hafta walk for quite a distance. who knows, it was juz opposite the TIC... yeay!!!! Save our time, save our energy, and most importantly, I DON"T LIKE TO WALK TAT MUCH!!! :)
we went in the Roman Bath, we have the 2 for 1 voucher, and with student price (GBP8), we had quite a good price. at least, cheaper than what we expected!! :) praise the lord!
well, in fact, i dun really like to take much pics which i'm not in it... but.. dunno y.. since last dec trip USA, i found tat, i start to take pics even if it's without me inside... and this time as well. cuz i thk it waste the memory of the camera n phone. but now, mayb it's bcuz of u, my dear.. tat makes me wanna take down everythg tat i'd seen, and i wanna share it wif u... really wish tat u're seeing it wif me....
it's quite cold today. and i wore my MNG winter jacket, FCUK scarf, and ROXY ear palm...
however, it's stil freezing cold when we were at Stonehenge... cuz it's near to the sea... and.. i juz couldnt feel my toes... my nose... :(.. dear..if u're here, wil u keep me warm? heHehehe..miss u much.
after Stonehenge, I was very hungry... and i was angry... thanks to the girl again... she can always have her BEST way.. to keep everyone waiting for her.. HELL U! I juz couldn't stand you!!!! going to the toilet, the first one who get it, the last one who get out.. and hell know wat.. she was doing her hair... =.=' using her sunglass ok... this is so ridiculous... she use the sunglass to do her hair which....Hey you, do u know the definition of a SUNGLASS??!?!??!!! there wasn't any SUN in BATH thou, n well.. ppl put the sunglass on the hair, is juz by pushing it up.. and wat she did was.. hell.. i dunno how to describe.. but she juz spent 10 minutes for doin the fxxxing thing!!! and kept all of us, including those who are in the bus waiting.. even the tour guide came to us. and so, can u imagine how much time she took to do her hair?!?!?!?!? if u'll look god damn gorgeous with it, i have nth to say.. but hey.. can u even notice any diff????!?!?!?!?!??!?!?! ish!!!
she's juz challenging my temper!!!
"a hungry man, is an angry man".. well this is suitable for me as well... yea. i know i know.. i'm a lady.. but.. if the reason for keeping me hungry, i can tolerate wif it... but.. if it's waiting for someone who is NOT IMPORTANT FOR ME AT ALL~~~~~i'm not gonna tolerate with it!!!!!
:(
it takes 1 hour to travel back to Bath.... and it takes time to get a place for food... :( at last, we had Fish and Chips...
after tat, get back to YMCA, wait for time past, and get to the train station, go down to London.
we stayed at Hyde Park Inn, 15 beds in 1 room.. 3 level bed..many of my bro's fren was there... i was like a stranger.. i just couldn't get involve easily.. sorry... how i wish i'm a person who can mix around easily.. but i just dunno why i couldn't.
Newcastle-Reading-Cardiff-Reading-Bristol-Bath-London-Newcastle (18Dec'08-2Jan'09)
18 Dec 2008.
i took the 10:40am train to reading, and it took me 5 hours to get thr.. Reading trip wasn't as good as i expected... dun really enjoy it. i bought 1 pink shirt and 1 white jacket.
22Dec 2008
I went to Cardiff today, and.. missed the train that i was suppose to get it, cuz of the fault of the taxi driver.. called him 1hour b4 my train leave.. and tat's why i was late. i took the next train to cardiff, without buying a new ticket.. haHaha.. luckily din get caught. Peei was there waiting for me. The first night, we went to a Japanese restaurant, had a plate of japanese style of fried rice and after taht, Peei brought me to the Bristol eye.. wanted to do the ice skating but was kinda expensive and we decided not to waste money. haHAHa... after we get home, Peei made me the Green Tea tang yuan wif Red Bean paste.
juz found out that Peei is a cousin of kplip.. she never mention it to me... hahaha..
23 Dec 2008
woke up at 11am, and Peei brought me to Cardiff Bay. It was a nice place indeed. went to a building where the Wales Parliament hold their assembly. and we had a cup of Starbucks Coffee before we leave Cardiff Bay. I like the feeling of drinking a cup of fine coffee with a good mate, talking about everything, just anything that we wanted to talk about.
After that, we went to the town, saw many shops having sale... Peei bought me 4 pieces of Millies cookies.. it was very nice. I had spaghetti with meatball as my dinner.
P/S: Babe, how good if you are here, sharing every bit of my happiness. I miss you. :)
24Dec 2008-29 Dec 2008
It's X'mas eve. and today, I'e been in 3 different places. Cardiff, Reading and Bristol!!! As i din bring along my big luggage with me to Cardiff, so i hafta get back to Reading, take my luggage, and then go down to Bristol. in fact, my ticket to bristol will only valid on 27Dec'08, and the station i was suppose to go is PARKWAY. instead of going to PARKWAY, i went to TEMPLE MEAD, which are 2 different stations with 2 totally different route!!!! I was so.... brave to take the risk. cuz the penalty if i get caught is 50quids!!! and when i get out from the Temple Mead station, the guard checked my ticket, and she did notice tat my ticket is for Parkway station, still she let me go. (so kind of u, lady.. :))
waited for a while, and my fren came to pick me up. the house was nice. i like it cuz, it's nice, big, comfortable.. i mean.. u can find the feeling of "HOME".. the bathroom is so WARM!! and this is the best part of ALL... i hate taking shower in cold... i juz love the bathroom!!hahah... and the wardboard was huge! it cost more than 400pounds... can u imagine how nice the wardboard is?? but the other wardboard in the masteroom is even nicer!!! cuz it is with a big big big mirror!!! omg.. i juz like tat house!!! oh oh... another corner of the house tat i like... is the KITCHEN!! the fridge, the stove.. the oven, i like it!!!! the fridge is cool! cuz it's stick on the wall.. i dunno how to describe it, but.. overall, if u juz walk in the kitchen, u can't c where's the fridge, like.. camouflage.. but that the point why i like it.. hahahA.. my future home's fridge should be like tat, but it should be a BIGGER one, with whole bunch of food.. always well-stocked, and NOBODY can STEAL my FOOD!!! provided that i din show them where is my food.. heHehe..
(*omg.. i'm really a good eater.. NICE food can simply make me happy and excited... )
get to know a new fren in bristol, named daniel, housemate of kplip.
(dear, kplip name is khoo pui lip, a fren of mine... in fact, i should say that i knew him since very young, swimming frens... same teacher. he is a cousin of peei. funny person.. and guess wat..he says tat u're handsome! lol... hahAha!!! so happy)
Trip to Bristol din cost me much.. free accommodation, free food, free transport.. wee!!!! thanks, pal..everyone! :) it's a luxury trip btw!! hahaha... meals at COAL, SHANGHAI NIGHT, seafood at Choi San
meet my bro on 29Dec, and walk around wif him and his frens at Cabot Circus... the so-called "largest shopping centre in UK"
18 Dec 2008.
i took the 10:40am train to reading, and it took me 5 hours to get thr.. Reading trip wasn't as good as i expected... dun really enjoy it. i bought 1 pink shirt and 1 white jacket.
22Dec 2008
I went to Cardiff today, and.. missed the train that i was suppose to get it, cuz of the fault of the taxi driver.. called him 1hour b4 my train leave.. and tat's why i was late. i took the next train to cardiff, without buying a new ticket.. haHaha.. luckily din get caught. Peei was there waiting for me. The first night, we went to a Japanese restaurant, had a plate of japanese style of fried rice and after taht, Peei brought me to the Bristol eye.. wanted to do the ice skating but was kinda expensive and we decided not to waste money. haHAHa... after we get home, Peei made me the Green Tea tang yuan wif Red Bean paste.
juz found out that Peei is a cousin of kplip.. she never mention it to me... hahaha..
23 Dec 2008
woke up at 11am, and Peei brought me to Cardiff Bay. It was a nice place indeed. went to a building where the Wales Parliament hold their assembly. and we had a cup of Starbucks Coffee before we leave Cardiff Bay. I like the feeling of drinking a cup of fine coffee with a good mate, talking about everything, just anything that we wanted to talk about.
After that, we went to the town, saw many shops having sale... Peei bought me 4 pieces of Millies cookies.. it was very nice. I had spaghetti with meatball as my dinner.
P/S: Babe, how good if you are here, sharing every bit of my happiness. I miss you. :)
24Dec 2008-29 Dec 2008
It's X'mas eve. and today, I'e been in 3 different places. Cardiff, Reading and Bristol!!! As i din bring along my big luggage with me to Cardiff, so i hafta get back to Reading, take my luggage, and then go down to Bristol. in fact, my ticket to bristol will only valid on 27Dec'08, and the station i was suppose to go is PARKWAY. instead of going to PARKWAY, i went to TEMPLE MEAD, which are 2 different stations with 2 totally different route!!!! I was so.... brave to take the risk. cuz the penalty if i get caught is 50quids!!! and when i get out from the Temple Mead station, the guard checked my ticket, and she did notice tat my ticket is for Parkway station, still she let me go. (so kind of u, lady.. :))
waited for a while, and my fren came to pick me up. the house was nice. i like it cuz, it's nice, big, comfortable.. i mean.. u can find the feeling of "HOME".. the bathroom is so WARM!! and this is the best part of ALL... i hate taking shower in cold... i juz love the bathroom!!hahah... and the wardboard was huge! it cost more than 400pounds... can u imagine how nice the wardboard is?? but the other wardboard in the masteroom is even nicer!!! cuz it is with a big big big mirror!!! omg.. i juz like tat house!!! oh oh... another corner of the house tat i like... is the KITCHEN!! the fridge, the stove.. the oven, i like it!!!! the fridge is cool! cuz it's stick on the wall.. i dunno how to describe it, but.. overall, if u juz walk in the kitchen, u can't c where's the fridge, like.. camouflage.. but that the point why i like it.. hahahA.. my future home's fridge should be like tat, but it should be a BIGGER one, with whole bunch of food.. always well-stocked, and NOBODY can STEAL my FOOD!!! provided that i din show them where is my food.. heHehe..
(*omg.. i'm really a good eater.. NICE food can simply make me happy and excited... )
get to know a new fren in bristol, named daniel, housemate of kplip.
(dear, kplip name is khoo pui lip, a fren of mine... in fact, i should say that i knew him since very young, swimming frens... same teacher. he is a cousin of peei. funny person.. and guess wat..he says tat u're handsome! lol... hahAha!!! so happy)
Trip to Bristol din cost me much.. free accommodation, free food, free transport.. wee!!!! thanks, pal..everyone! :) it's a luxury trip btw!! hahaha... meals at COAL, SHANGHAI NIGHT, seafood at Choi San
meet my bro on 29Dec, and walk around wif him and his frens at Cabot Circus... the so-called "largest shopping centre in UK"
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