was showering just now. dunno y, suddenly i use my fingers to 搓 my body...just the way u always do. and i tot of the time when u help me to do that... u say it can clean all the dirt away. I felt very blissful, when you are doing that to me. I felt that i'm being loved, like a baby. Nobody needs help with showering, and no one will deliberately help another do that, if they do not love the other. well, what i'm trying to say is, i can feel your love. :)
Again, i smiled. baby, you had just planted too much memories in my mind, and that no one else could give me. and i recall the time i helped u to scrub your back, and u helped me to scrubbed mine.


there was once i addicted to scrub (few months before i come to uk), and i want to use the salt to scrub during shower EVERYDAY... cuz it has slimming effect as well. you might not understand why i want to exfoliate my skin that often, but i was just trying to keep my skin as smooth as possible, i want it to be always-ready-to-be-touched, by you. silky smooth... lol, i know i cannot use it that often, but... i was just trying to let u have this mind-set even when i'm not by urside, i.e my gf's skin is smooth.

you had once told me that, the first time you accidentally touched my hand in Jane's car, your first impression was- this girl's skin is very soft. and because of this, i feel proud of it, and i'm glad that you like it. I mean, i'm glad that you noticed that, and you like it. :)


-- went out with alvin, gregory, janet and rachel this afternoon at 2pm, and arrived home at about 10- 11pm.. had our lunch at Nudo, which is a very SUX restaurant-- food are sux and service sux... not gonna go thr anymore. and then, we went to casino, me and janet spent our time sitting there and drank a lot of drinks- orange juice, and choco are the drinks that i drank. oh, before that, i tot we need to pay for juice, so i ordered diet coke, which i did not finish... =.='

8 smthg, we intended to go n sing K, but, it was too expensive, 30GBP per person, so we just take our dinner at SAGAWA (if i pronounce it correctly). after that, me and janet came home while the 3 of them continue their gambling job at Asper again.

the way they spend money, makes me know how rich kids use their money. lol... 700pounds can be just used for gambling... if they are my kids, i guess i'd canned them... oh well... they wont even have the chance to have so much money perhaps.. I WONT ALLOW MY KIDS TO GAMBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(tot of the time you gamble... lol... sitting beside you is happy enuf for me. wahahaha... and the first time i gamble, u were the one who ask me to play with just a few cents, and u gave me all that you'd won... and our fate started since then, i guess...hehehehehehehehehehehehehehe)